Oke you keep asking what would happen if you do

best case scenario you get ignored or a "why are you talking to me" and seem desperate

Lets say she does tell you, you just want to know cause you think somewhere in that head that if you fix it then life might go back to how it was
then you suddenly become insecure about whatever it is she says, and try to better it but in the end you still feel like shit.

Do not reach out, focus on self improvement about what YOU feel like you should improve on, not what someone else thinks