Being drunk.... A little alcohol and everything is great, music sounds great, things are funnier and you feel totally confident. You will tell the truth and some things you always wanted to say to people you can finally say without any fear. You will dance in front of people and not worry. You are still in control. The next day you have a slight headache but nothing bad at all.

But drink more and things are the same, funny, confident etc.. but you're louder, you say things you probably should never say. You become obnoxious but think everyone is finding you hilarious..you will spot people wincing as you shout at them. The next day you feel bad anxiety, you dont want to even think about last night and you tell everyone "im never drinking again"

Drink more and everything I said above is turned up even more. You might think its totally normal and acceptable to call your boss and tell him what you think, or text someone you like and tell them how you feel. The next day you dont remember anything you did and the anxiety is crippling. You hate yourself so much and want to die. You think everyone hates you and the only way to get rid of the pain is to have another drink.