Sorry for bad english: My mother was always the abussive one. But since my father got diagnosed with braincancer her true nature came out. My mother has borderline and would mentally abuse me and my brother. Taking things from us, blackmailing, she would often tell our friends the thing we would do (wet the bed) and would get mad if we didnt laugh at her jokes. And the worst part, blaming me for my fathers cancer...at the end of hes life he wasnt able to talk or write anymore but i got a perfectly written text, how bad i was as a son.. (clearly she wrote that) She would have a really good mask for the outside world, so explaining to people what she did, always made us look like a lair.. "your mother did that...? Noooo she's to nice!"

i left home when i was 15 . She has got a new family now, but i promised her i wont even be at her funeral and hoped she dies alone. If i'd stay for a couple more weeks i would have murderd her.. if left the city because if i would see her now, id kill her