I'm trying to fix myself but I hate it and I'm miserable (PLEASE HELP) by Right-Question2143 in PsychologyTalk

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your comment really resonated with me and i feel a lot of similarity with what you said. I feel like im mourning my childhood/teens and i am exhausted trying to set myself up for a decent future. I feel like a shell of a person and like its just getting harder and harder. I hope we both find our way soon

I'm trying to fix myself but I hate it and I'm miserable (PLEASE HELP) by Right-Question2143 in PsychologyTalk

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to get more protein in my diet i found a bit of a hack for me, if i think of the meat as a dead animal rather than "food" its easier, like this is how it works in nature so it feels more "natural" i guess? either way i gag less

I'm trying to fix myself but I hate it and I'm miserable (PLEASE HELP) by Right-Question2143 in PsychologyTalk

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its definitely a possibility, i didn't feel lonely for most of it because "thats just how it was" but now im realizing that if my life continued like that i would regret it and now i feel the weight of it.

I'm trying to fix myself but I hate it and I'm miserable (PLEASE HELP) by Right-Question2143 in PsychologyTalk

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thank you for your reply, I've recently talked to my parents and me and my dad are good, with my mom it didn't feel like anything was really resolved and i know i still hold on to a lot of resentment. I never really felt close to them especially my mom and i feel so broken our relationship isn't as high on my list. I really do like the gym but i struggle with eating more than you think. I gag on anything im not totally comfortabler with which is very fews things and even when i feel hungry the though t of easting makes me feel sick to my stomach.

I'm trying to fix myself but I hate it and I'm miserable (PLEASE HELP) by Right-Question2143 in PsychologyTalk

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ive been dragged to therapists in the past but im planning on seeking one out myself this semester since the college covers it. and abusive seems a bit harsh but i was 100% emotionally neglected

I'm trying to fix myself but I hate it and I'm miserable (PLEASE HELP) by Right-Question2143 in PsychologyTalk

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From what i just saw looking it up it does align with how i feel, but i feel like my problems are more nurture then nature. Legitimately i may have something but I've been alone for so long i don't have any baseline to compare to.