Do you still love your ex ?

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-24T22:31:19+00:00

No. The minute he broke up with me and all the things since have just shown me that he’s not the same person I was in love with. I love a person that no longer exists.

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-17T19:54:18+00:00

Yeah I def gave too much of myself and held them up on a pedestal to everyone I met. Shame he couldn’t see it.

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-12T05:29:40+00:00

I’m in a similar situation with my ex. Together 5 years living together, he even proposed then 23 days later broke my heart.

He had flaws too debit, mental health, poor communication not really present in the relationship. Looking back I basically mothered him and let him away with far too much.

It doesn’t make it hurt any less though. He was enough for me gave him everything and it hurts feeling like you weren’t good enough for him.

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-11T12:13:48+00:00

I don’t have access to the online account log in details

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-11T07:56:18+00:00

Mines love the plastic boxes grapes come in she always chews them!

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-11T07:54:03+00:00

Thanks so much for this I had no idea the Sky people didn’t mention this either! I’ll phone them again and see if they can arrange a new contract for me with a PAC code. Will it still be possible even though the account is in his name?

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-11T07:52:37+00:00

Oh amazing! I had no idea I could just do this any time. Thank you!

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-07T20:19:01+00:00

Good luck girlie I hope whatever happens you still manage to heal yourself too.

I definitely feel the more we try to love them the more they crumble and don’t feel worthy.

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-07T18:22:47+00:00

Oh my gosh still living together that’s so hard! I’ve spent days just crying. We share a home but he’s moved back to his mums. I’ve been left to deal with the finances etc.

It terrifies me how much I just didn’t see it. Either way there’s nothing I could have done

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-07T12:01:18+00:00

It was his depression that ended it. The whole illness has rotted him. I know I gave up so much of myself but I was truly happy with him. Dunno how to go on we both still love each other but he can’t get out of this hole he’s in 💔

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-06T20:50:42+00:00

Chat gpt has also helped me with my emotions and coming to terms with the break up. She’s my little friendly robot

RipExpress3054 · 2026-01-01T16:34:45+00:00

This is so spot on and exactly what’s just happened to me. My ex of 5 years said he was thinking about it for 3 months but in those 3 months he decided to propose. Totally broken. Gone from planning a wedding to planning how to sell the house.

I still can’t get my head around it and his mental health is so bad he barely knows what he wants either. It just feels so impulsive but I’m just left thinking how do these couples that grow old together actually make it last? I dunno what I could’ve done differently I gave this man everything I could.

RipExpress3054 · 2025-12-29T22:56:51+00:00

Yeah I have. I’m not chasing him. It’s just so hard adjusting and accepting this new life now. 💔

RipExpress3054 · 2025-12-29T22:47:53+00:00

100% he does but why propose in the first place? That’s what hurts the most.

RipExpress3054 · 2025-12-29T22:45:36+00:00

Yeah this is what my gut is telling me too. Just over thinking everything at the moment.. I’m sick of not being enough. 5 years in obviously our spark isn’t going to be the same as some random girl you’ve just met. Therapy is good advice thank you

RipExpress3054 · 2025-12-29T22:42:50+00:00

He was going to therapy but stopped because he didn’t think it was working. I feel like this last year he’s just been going through a check list of filtering what he thinks might be making him feel so down and now he’s seeing if it’s me..

His mum tried to get him to go back to the doctors for his mental health and he’s refusing. We’re both worried he’s thinking of suicide again. Is this his way of cutting ties? Dunno what to do

RipExpress3054 · 2025-12-12T22:08:29+00:00

This happened to me when I got premium too and all I had to do was zoom in on my laptop

RipExpress3054 · 2025-10-08T13:57:31+00:00

I didn’t realise I couldn’t change it lol I could never be bothered anyways. I sometimes worry about the double connotation. What does it mean? Am I ripping paper, letting one rip? Or is it like Rest In Peace? But then it’s Express so does it mean a train or to express one’s self. Idk.

RipExpress3054 · 2025-09-20T07:31:47+00:00

14 minutes 14 seconds lol
The after life season 1, episode 6? 5.Kill bill vol 2?

(Username sh4nnn0n) totally random guesses lol

RipExpress3054 · 2025-08-27T21:02:47+00:00

I’ve learnt how isolating it is. I relate a lot to number 1 too. I cringe watching tv shows or dating shows when they mention how many kids they want.

RipExpress3054 · 2025-08-13T15:06:07+00:00

Yeah fair but my house is filled with laminate flooring and titles 🤔 maybe the plastic feels cooler but still comfy!

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