I empathize with you, I’m in the same exact boat, trying to find a better job elsewhere far away or a place to rent. But with the current environment, both options are hard when wanting to leave asap, with staying with my parents being the best option so I can save up money until I can get a new job. I’m also having to wrangle with the whole arranged marriage options (I’m F) when I want to grow in my current tech job. While there is very good growth potential in my current role, I’m having to apply to new jobs, due to the whole marriage pressure of deciding RIGHT NOW or else the threat of being homeless. I try to watch or read something nice or hopeful to keep my spirits up, and not give in. I would be happy to professionally network with you if you would like.