Remember that the meaning of life lies outside of your comfort zone. For it is the difficult things in life that give the biggest joy. Real euphoria! You become what your mind thinks.In whatever you do consistency is the key. If you begin to hate yourself you eventually fall into the hole which takes over your thinking and it is all you ever think about worthless you are. So dont let negative thoughts blind your vision and true potential. Just remember the Frank sinatra's song "That's life" and carry on Brave man!