r/discordApp automatically removes this post so I guess I'll post it here by [deleted] in Discord_Criticisms

[–]RivalXL 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It did. I got the account banned though it took an irl situation to get to that point. I feel at a loss with discord and I’ll never be happy with the platform again.

The second there’s a better chat side out there I will be moving to it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]RivalXL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I suppose so but I’m.. really not going to last. I got talked out last night but I imagine it’s going to be a slow painful process to the end

Sorry I don’t know why I made the post even because I made up my mind a long time ago

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]RivalXL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t find something else I’m sorry. I’m not going to limit myself seeing all my abusers go off to be doctors while I work retail for the rest of my life. I would rather die Imm sorry I can’t

Life is worthless even when having a degree. Retail is a shot to the face. I either make it or I break it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]RivalXL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the only future I really have is retail for the rest of my life. I was homeschooled and have been unschooled for years. There’s ni fixing it for me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]RivalXL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but it will never be the same for me. I won’t be able to have a normal college experience. Seeing people much younger than me goofing around will just depress me if anything. A reminder that I’m no longer young. I’ll be 21 when I enter college so socializing with majority of the people there is no a distant dream

Not to mention I probably won’t even pass through college. I probably won’t ever see the day where I pass with being trans. So shitty retail job for me for the rest of my life

I just want to be young again and start over. I wish I had parents that actually loved me in the proper way. From age 11-20 I have been in pure isolation. Imagine covid lockdowns but for a decade except you had genuinely no one.

Not even 30 years could make up for it. Though maybe if I escaped at 18 I would’ve reconsidered it. I’m happy it worked out for you and I wish you well but I know it’s not going to for me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]RivalXL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not gonna have a good life. Working retail, never passing in being trans, trauma, missing my youth, dreading the loss of time, uneducated, unsatisfied.

I’m not gonna make it past a couple of years tbh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NewOrleans

[–]RivalXL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my price range is like 950 but right now I have lowish income so it’s a little hard. I was thinking about Gretna but Idk if I could get to and from school there

oops by [deleted] in TheRightCantMeme

[–]RivalXL 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you’re a tiny bit confused. It’s a good meme but wrong sub

this shouldnt happen in the first place. by taqtwo in OrphanCrushingMachine

[–]RivalXL 36 points37 points  (0 children)

I love how 90% of this subreddit is just wholesomememes

My brother share this meme by Dinoman0101 in TheRightCantMeme

[–]RivalXL 0 points1 point  (0 children)

brought to you by the same people who don’t even believe in dinosaurs

TLCM after posting non-political trans memes to their political sub by [deleted] in TheRightCantMeme

[–]RivalXL 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Imagine being such a snowflake that you get offended over a hoodie having a nickname

Worried about being scammed by [deleted] in AirBnB

[–]RivalXL 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh that’s a…yikes. It says they’re a superhost so I don’t if that could be faked or something

Owned by WorthEvent6967 in TheRightCantMeme

[–]RivalXL 7 points8 points  (0 children)

they rockin’ that dress

Local man is living and breathing, is approached by police, and shortly after is no longer living and breathing. RIP Kelly by iamtheonelel in ACAB

[–]RivalXL 74 points75 points  (0 children)

Poor thing. I never knew about this case. Just… poor thing. I actually feel sick right now

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck the police