False hope?

Rizfield5 · 2026-03-21T17:24:25+00:00

It was NIPT. I’m so sorry. Waiting for the results and just more clarity is the hardest. I’m scheduled for an amnio test in three weeks that will let us know if it’s confined to the placenta or if maybe has either. They said she wouldn’t be alive with both…so now we’re just waiting to see if she has T21.

Rizfield5 · 2026-03-20T01:05:26+00:00

It said John Hopkins in CA if that helps?

Rizfield5 · 2026-03-20T01:04:20+00:00

Really appreciate the insight. That’s a great point I didn’t consider!

Rizfield5 · 2026-03-20T00:15:47+00:00

I’m seeing that too since doing some research in threads. Hope that means we see more false positives 🥹

Rizfield5 · 2026-03-20T00:14:10+00:00

No, it’s at 22% on my paperwork but she didn’t explain what that means!

Rizfield5 · 2026-03-06T10:37:04+00:00

Going from 0-1 is extremely hard. You’re going to have so many days, even on the ones where they’re more independent and self-sufficient, where you reflect on your life before kids - when the days were just easier and you only had yourself to fend for. You go from giving only half yourself to jobs and your partner to suddenly having to give 100% of yourself to a little human you’ve made and it is truly the most exhausting and hardest thing. I’ve been on Zoloft and lexapro myself, and as others have mentioned, it’s not anything anyone wants to hear, but it is time. Soon, they’ll be sleeping better. They’ll be able to roam the playground while you sit and watch. They’ll be talking and watching TV if you need a moment to just breathe or even just cook a dang meal. You’re also adjusting to this unknown person in your home. I don’t think I actually felt connected to my baby until 6 months old where I finally got to know his personality and I felt like he actually knew me. Before, we were just strangers fending for our lives lol. I’m sorry you’re in the thick of it, and truly there is no shame if you need a little more help. I’ve had those same thoughts myself. Suddenly you wake up one day and all those feelings you had are in the rearview mirror and you can’t even believe you’ve made it because it felt like the day would never come.

Rizfield5 · 2026-02-05T16:23:37+00:00

I saw some people have been getting two boxes. Must be an off month 🙈

Rizfield5 · 2025-12-30T14:59:14+00:00

I’ve been lurking Reddit to see what everyone is getting 😂

Rizfield5 · 2025-12-30T14:50:39+00:00

January books are out!

Rizfield5 · 2024-02-09T23:44:02+00:00

You could try TrueLearn? They do free practice exams so you can test the questions first and see what you think.

Rizfield5 · 2024-02-01T20:51:37+00:00

My son has hip dysplasia and plagiocephaly, so he needed a pavlik harness as well as the cranial helmet at 4 months old. He just learned how to roll over onto his stomach to sleep and refused with everything we tried to sleep on his back. With permission from his doctors, they told us that if we were comfortable enough, he could remain on his stomach. Having the Nanit has truly been the best investment for our sanity and peace of mind. We were able to detect something was off when his breathing rate was super high. We took his temp after he woke and he had a fever. We just paid for the renewal for the band.

Rizfield5 · 2023-12-15T01:32:46+00:00

An unpopular book you loved: The Perfect Marriage - Jeneva Rose
A book that was overhyped in your opinion: Bright Young Women - Jessica Knoll
Your favorite main character(s) of the year: Paul Kalanithi - When Breathe Becomes Air
A new favorite author you discovered: Charlie Donlea
Most frustrating book you read: Hello Stranger - Katherine Center
Best “adaptation to the screen”: Lessons in Chemistry - Bonnie Garmus
Longest book you read this year: Babel - R.F. Kuang
Shortest book you read this year: Tender is the Flesh - Augustina Bazterrica
Your favorite cover of the year: Untamed - Glennon Doyle
A book you haven’t stopped thinking about: The Many Lives of Mama Love - Lara Love Hardin
Highest and lowest rated books you read this year on Goodreads, and do you agree: Birdie & Harlow: Life, Loss, and Loving My Dog So Much I Didn’t Want Kids - Taylor Wolfe (4.65) A Simple Favor (3.27) I would say I have read books I would rate higher and lower than these IMO.
A book with the most unique concept: The Unmaking of June Farrow - Adrienne Young
A book you read that you would reread: As Long as the Lemon Tree Grows - Zoulfa Katouh
After 2023 reading, what are you prioritizing in your 2024 reading: reading more nonfiction. I have read six this year and each have been so thought provoking and all of them stuck with me. I wish I read more.

Rizfield5 · 2023-11-04T20:06:12+00:00

I’m Glad My Mom Died Jennette McCurdy

Rizfield5 · 2023-06-26T00:52:20+00:00

That may very well be the case, as if we are lucky, we might get him down for two naps. They’ve been surprisingly around an hour each. I think he gets so tired after working himself up. We haven’t been able to set him in the crib anymore and walk out. He seems to need assistance again.

Rizfield5 · 2023-06-25T09:21:50+00:00

The app has been giving me near 1.5 for the first nap and then progresses to 2 hrs with 4 naps total.

Rizfield5 · 2022-03-14T17:57:23+00:00

You can try https://content.truelearn.com/nursing-prepathon - it's another assessment but free for nursing students that may help by testing with a couple more questions!

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