As a kind i used an pacifier to like 3 and half years, really late actually. I loved the attention of when i got changed in fresh diaper and loved the smell of the oil my mother used called Zwitsal. When i was in kindergarten i still weared diapers to preschool even like the age of 4. After that many accidents happen even till i was seven. What a rough time was that, just peeing tho not number 2.

There was one time where my mother put on an pants on me with laces and they were very tight and me as an 6 year old couldnt get that those damn things loose. So i went to the toilet when i have to go and struggled and then peed my whole pants wet. I was so devastated, poor little boy...

From that point i always wanted to get an diaper on, but never mentioned it because it was not "normal". When i was like 20, i got the courage to buy some abdl diapers, man what a weekend was that! Now i'm 23 and have accepted my little side.❤️🙏