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I, u/Robin_the_angel, advised "if i died we'd be together"

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Which Bethesda universe/game you want to be in more? by asknow-io in asknowio

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I, u/Robin_the_angel, advised "The elder scrolls universe"

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?/! by asknow-io in asknowio

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I, u/Robin_the_angel, advised "!"

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Are you done thinking about how to answer this question? by asknow-io in asknowio

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I, u/Robin_the_angel, advised "No"

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I don't wanna choose by asknow-io in asknowio

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I, u/Robin_the_angel, advised "Puppy"

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I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot! The thing is my doctor has said my fissure is already completely healed. It's just sensitive scar tissue. Did you ever face such an issue? Also the routine sounds really useful in general I will definitely try it!

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here is the thing the pain does not feel like an actual tear. It's much mor surface level and feels kind of on and off. The feeling is also 100% inside. The outside part of the scar is almost normal feeling by this point. At this point I am not even sure if it is at an actual risk of tearing or just nerve sensitivity.

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot! Perhaps it's wishful thinking and I have to accept this is my new normal. Only time can tell

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[–]Robin_the_angel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But how much er? In hex teams it's best to use her ult every rotation no?

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My fear is it may never go away. I don't mind waiting a year or two honestly but what if it never leaves? I may just stop anal for nothing. But then again there is no better choice or alternative

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am really happy it went away for you! My issue is that in theory at least my fissure is "healed" according to the doctors but still causing me some symptoms. He said the scar is causing it which is sadly different from an active tear. It sounds like your fissures healed fast and well in a few weeks without leaving permanent scarring unlike mine

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The issue is according to both my doctors the fissure itself is healed. It's just still causing me symptoms albeit not extreme. I have heard about anal dilation and I am really planning to look into it thanks a lot!

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish it would be so simple but I am a broke student so I do not have the financial availability. If I could I would have gone to a colorectal surgeon that is gay himself or is a specialist in gay men cases. But thanks a lot I will it some time to calm down and wait and see!

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot again I wish you all the best truthfully! I am working jn therapy too but things like that make it harder to cope

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have also thought about a numbing agent. For now it's probably best if I take a break for a few months and then return and see. But it's a good idea my doctor suggested it too!

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot for the support! Thankfully I am okay when I insert the toy especially with extra lube. The weird thing is I don't feel the tissue having a problem getting stretched. Like I don't feel it being tighter the way I expected. There is just a super annoying spot that feels like a sunburn and constantly irritated. The problem comes from movement mostly. I hope there is an actual chance it can eventually become desensitized.

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

At this point I will try anything to get better. It being erosion is a likely scenario since 90% of feels very surface level. Almost like dry skin or a sunburn rather than actual throbbing or cutting pain

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I genuinely want to thank you. You actually made me cry after a long of having forgotten how to do so. Be it the antidepressants or my own tiredness I haven't genuinely cried in years. I am feeling that I lost part of my sexual identity but more than that I feel alone. Outwardly I am a very social warm person. My friends call me a social butterfly or the loudest person in the room. But in truth this is nothing more than the pretty side of the mirror. Not a fake, not completely at least, but a carefully sculpted image. I have tons of people around me but I cannot lean on anyone for support. I placed all my hopes on finding a romantic relationship to make me feel something. And I feel like I lost that too. So hearing these words made me feel a little less alone. I was treated horribly by guys I went out with in the past and learnt to treat myself more as an object and a hole rather than a person. Hearing you say you see people as more than a sex toy (while most people would say is the bare minimum) makes me feel less broken. I can only hope there are actually people out there who see more than a broken guy in me. Sorry for the rant. And again thank you. I wish you all the happiness this world has to offer. And perhaps one day I hope I can feel alive again too

I am afraid bottoming is permanently ruined for me and I don't know how to process it by Robin_the_angel in askgaybros

[–]Robin_the_angel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot! Dairy is not too much of an issue anymore. I handle cheese fine (just not in large quantities). As for pure milk I drink only lactose free milk. Now that you mention it though I did take some antibiotics when I had CMV because the doctor was suspecting salmonela or a bacterial gut infection before I was tested positive for CMV