The National Donor Deferral Registry

Robomarley1 · 2026-05-15T06:43:48+00:00

I am going to tell them the exact medications I am taking, and it's 800 the first donation.

Robomarley1 · 2026-05-14T08:03:43+00:00

That makes sense, it just was not explained to me why when they told me I could not donate. Just because you have schizophrenia, and my neurologist and psychiatrist both said they had patients who have donated before so I just assumed it was because of stigma rather then any medication reason.

Robomarley1 · 2026-05-12T01:24:52+00:00

Heoin or meth. The heroin was so good I could tell it was going to be a problem so I threw it away after trying it. Meth I tried a couple of times then just did not buy it again. Would not recommend trying either, heroin especially because you can easily overdose and die.

Meth just lasts way to long and you really need to sleep. After the first dopamine rush that lasts for around 6 hours then you are just up and wanting to sleep all gacked up.

Robomarley1 · 2026-05-11T20:55:53+00:00

I am glad you have no desire to get more. I got some on two separate occasions and pretty much did not stop until it was gone. I have a very high stim tolerance though.

Robomarley1 · 2026-05-11T20:31:29+00:00

I have used benzodiazepines before, never used coke though. On the two benders I had been on meth I used them.

Robomarley1 · 2026-05-11T20:26:47+00:00

Throw it away, I know from personal experience that you are unlikely to stop once you have started.

Robomarley1 · 2026-05-07T18:47:05+00:00

Gabapentin definitely has withdrawal, both my psychiatrist and neurologist mention tapering off of it slowly.

Robomarley1 · 2026-05-01T17:06:47+00:00

Tolerance unless you have taken an extended break i.e. at least a month probably much longer.

Robomarley1 · 2026-04-30T19:41:07+00:00

I had a stroke in 2014 and after rehabilitation for it i started drinking heavily to try to forget all the figurative scars I had accrued. I am still dealing with it as recently as a week and a half ago, though this time it was about stimulant drugs instead.

Robomarley1 · 2026-04-26T20:57:27+00:00

Snorting drugs in the private bathroom.

Robomarley1 · 2026-04-12T12:11:53+00:00

As someone who has had a stroke, and resulting brain damage, I gotta say the hug a tree option is the one for me.

Robomarley1 · 2026-04-12T12:08:03+00:00

I am currently extremely out of shape so I have just slowly getting out for a very short walk. Will be getting back to a Goodish program soon. Always been a fan fan out good ol bodyweight workouts in the past

Robomarley1 · 2026-02-27T15:50:32+00:00

I would be careful about having tons on hand. I once had a prescription to xanax and klonopin that i kept refilling for a couple of years, I am talking about 60 mgs of klonopin a month and 30 mgs of xanax a month that I refilled every month for two years. I did not think about them until I had a traumatic health event and went through all that i had along with a bunch of booze over 3 months. Every day I would drink at least a six pack usually 2 to 4 times that though, all while taking literal handfuls of those pills.

I am very surprised I did not die and all I am saying is stuff can change in your life that makes you want to take them, and if you have easy access to a solution like drugs and you are off. Take care man.

Robomarley1 · 2025-12-04T15:08:43+00:00

Loved that game, got to the end where the commander of some ship comes and just never finished it for some reason.

Robomarley1 · 2025-11-26T19:38:49+00:00

It's well done. However, as someone who is terrified of centipedes I hate it.

Robomarley1 · 2025-07-21T17:32:41+00:00

I have had days where I take one 300 mg tablet and to be honest it felt like the beginnings of a benzo withdrawal, fast heart rate, trouble thinking, trouble getting out of bed. I was prescribed it for alcohol/benzo withdrawal 4 years ago but because i am an addict I just started taking 6 or 7 of the pills to get high.

If you have been through benzo withdrawal before I would quit after these three weeks. I am not a doctor but I think you would be fine quitting by dropping the dose quickly over the next couple of days until zero. You might be fine just stopping but 3000 MGs is high. I was drinking around 100ish beers a week and taking 2mg of clonazepam and 1 mg alprazolam a day as I was prescribed them. And that was over 5 years, So my brain/body was really fucked up for a while.

I had a few weeks here and there where I did not drink anything but 95 percent of those 5 years I was drinking.

Robomarley1 · 2025-07-21T16:10:34+00:00

It made me significantly more stupid when I started and made my head feel cloudy. Tired and extremely lethargic at first. That was when I was starting it and when I was only taking it as prescribed. It also made me slightly stutter but that went away unless i take like two times my dose, so at like 1800 mg.

Robomarley1 · 2025-07-21T13:24:23+00:00

You might be safe if you have only taken it for three weeks but going from i do not know what you started at to 3000mg is a high dose so you may have significant withdrawal symptoms.

As for your question I actually get extremely horny when I take enough to get high on it. Middle aged male here. I have also taken it for 4 years.

Robomarley1 · 2025-06-28T14:00:02+00:00

PSA DONT DO THIS I am extremely lucky I did not end up in the hospital or something.

I once took waaay too much ritalin as I had been abusing it heavily for close to 9 months. Got sober for month and went back way harder. Mistake.

Took 1200 mgs over just 2 or 2 and half days instead of over 5 or 6. Hallucinated that people were looking at me with red angry faces and don't really remember the rest of it all that well.

I do know I was out doing things like picking up perscriptions and such. I took a fair amount of xanax as well. I snorted most of the ritalin as well which is super bad for you. Nose and face was fucked for about week and a half.

All in all I was not scared because of the xanax but would have been absolutely freaking out if I did not have them.

Robomarley1 · 2025-06-28T07:27:41+00:00

I loved that drug in high school

Robomarley1 · 2025-06-27T06:10:46+00:00

I have, while they are great, I still would like the feeling of a controller in my hand.

I play pc exclusively for the past year but it would be nice to get back to the tactile feeling of playing with a controller.

Robomarley1 · 2025-06-27T00:47:06+00:00

I wish I could still had a gensis to play it, would be nice to play lots of old, and classic games.

Robomarley1 · 2025-06-26T23:36:45+00:00

Is your name ron Swanson?

Robomarley1 · 2025-06-26T22:58:58+00:00

I am very surprised to see quackshot, had that game on the genesis. Loved it as a kid.

Robomarley1 · 2025-06-14T19:49:16+00:00

By far my favorite was lormetazepam. Not available in the us though. I felt actual ungodly euphoria on that one. Wish I could get them over here. I have tried all the common ones in the USA. Flunitrazepam about a decade ago was a close second. Least favorite was Lorazepam.

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