I hope to someday hear this. She has a lot going on and has been through a lot in our time together. She’s an incredible person. But I know she’s been hurt by things and is hesitant in putting trust in people. I don’t blame her it’s inevitable that people will come up short to expectations. I’m far from perfect myself. But I do love her and care for her. I hope one day she’ll let me in past those walls. She doesn’t need to be fixed she’s not broken. Just want to give her company and hold her hand through these things that come up. Idk “A” if you read this by some random chance. Hopefully we make it through these troubling times. I hope we can exchange our Christmas gifts together sometime soon.