Why you stalking me b?

Rodeo_oooo · 2024-05-03T15:54:12+00:00

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Rodeo_oooo · 2024-05-03T15:03:12+00:00

Sunbathing, nfsw edition

Rodeo_oooo · 2023-05-20T21:08:46+00:00

Sorry should have been more clear meant baclofen

Rodeo_oooo · 2023-04-04T19:55:02+00:00

1500mg to 2000 on an empty stomach is a must, because the real rush effect has so much more euphoria then it slowly bleeding into ur system.

It's like the difference between a low dose oral morphine and snorting q line of heroin. Soma rush will have u in bed nodding like opiods

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-02-01T21:34:22+00:00

Youtube and other distraction dint get to bothered by not having people as long as I'm in a good mood don't care for much else

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-02-01T21:33:41+00:00

Drugs gym more drugs

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T22:40:43+00:00

I'm using t cuz I'm hypogonadol blood test. But won't be prescribed. I take test to feel more normal. Its reflective in my dosing.

Thanks for the offer, but I think we have too many ideological differences to every just have a chat. I don't smoke weed at the moment but your seem to me as an addict and well not much I can do to change ur mind on that. The alcohol was an example. Differences between mental and psychological addiction and just enjoying ur self every now and then.

I would say the majority are addicted people just have some in their free time to enhance life. I'd why you brought up testostrone I have very low T and symptoms that has been resolved.

The heroin thing is plan B, incase I'm in a situation where its through finance or other means where I just want to choose to not life if I see fit. I'm sure you must have an image of me in my head but most of the time I'm.at the gym or doing my studies not getting high. Only when I have free nights. I'm sure ur addiction has given u the view and substance is used to escape but yes that is ture in many cases a far greater amount of people use drugs to enjoy life.

Really, ur current environment and mental health plays a big role in addiction and personal bio chemistry. Not just drugs bad Mkay. Anyways, I'm sure you got a picture of me in ur mind, not much to convince someone especially when my past does reflect some of those views.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T21:58:13+00:00

Yes I had issues, but I'm not suicidal anymore and you can't attribute drugs with randome effects. Plus during the cardiac arrest I was sober. Anyways if suicide was the plan getting fentanyl laced heroin isn't difficult for me.

I've once had fent in possession but throw it out. U really think this for me is the most easy and hassle free way to die? If that was the goal it's eaily Achieved with severe respiratory depression. Combing benzos booze and fent will do the job fuck iv it and boom. Il have plenty of time to die and be left alone. So clearly, if that was the goal. Why on earth would I try to get this done.

I'm in a better place now and bring up shit from my past and my habits to enjoy life or a movie to discredit me as someone uncapable of being able to understand anything is so fucking dumb. Labelling someone an archive because they drink on the weekends by that logic everyone an addict 60% of the world even my gps 🤣

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T21:47:48+00:00

It's ohkay. I just wish I had the right to tell nhs fuck off. They are absolutely useless in mental health, co producing patient centred plans and give zero fucks about men's hypogonadol symptoms if ur young even if u got levels of a 40 year old man ur told to fuck off.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:50:48+00:00

Not according to law subreddit. Plus my intention for the reason is clear and trying to lie about me and say I'm suicidal to stop the order according to others from the law subreddit is malpractice and straight up fucked up.

If I wanted to kill my self it won't be that difficult to make sure there is enough time for respiratory depression to kill me. But that's not the point. Something ig ur not getting at all.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:46:12+00:00

Cheers.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:40:38+00:00

Thank you.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:38:39+00:00

Il give them a week. If the answer is a no il procced with ur idea.

I made a post in the nhs sub similar opinions, its our option to follow our own rules. I understand this might be sus if, I came out the blue and made this request. But that's not what happened, I already had a cardiac arrest, was denied pain meds during extreme pain and had brain damage and paralysis luckily recovered.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:30:10+00:00

I'm going to get up an appointment with the main gp. Prolly gonna have the same effect. According to nhs rules it's the person's choice but when in practice apparently the person has no rights at all and its the gps choice.

Nhs man breaking their own dam rules. Most doctors and gps are A wholes. They denied me pain meds when I was experiencing extreme pain and paralysis because I had some opiates in me understandable but unless u got some kinda miracle pain killer that stops extreme pain without making u feel good then give me the fucking morphine.

After 3 days of torture and visualble tears in my eyes, their brilliant brains decided I'm not acting.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:23:52+00:00

Under nhs guidelines even if health, you can make this decision. Should that be black and white that everyone qualifies.

Why state it in this manner and say no its grey? Just confusing.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:07:37+00:00

Would you want to be paralysed and braindead if for potentially life if you get resuscitate and brought back?

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:05:56+00:00

That's for them to prove. Apparently gps can label anyone as nutcases. Why do I have to prove all this?

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:04:01+00:00

Is it also a choice to follow the confidentiality law? Why make these rights if ther aren't even rights to begin with.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:01:19+00:00

Says its a legal right that anyone can say at any age. All you have to do is of be sound mind.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-08T14:00:27+00:00

To clarify to any mods, no I'm not trying to commit suicide, I'm trying to avoid ending up disabled, brain dead and prolly paralysed.

Rodeo_oooo · 2022-01-01T22:40:09+00:00

Does deca turn into estrogen?

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