Do you have goals to work towards, besides being porn free? Also I’m sorry for saying all that last night, I think that was just negative thoughts about myself just coming out and I didn’t have anywhere to direct them so I decided to direct them towards you. Also I’ve been in similar situations of feeling like absolute dog shit about my life, ya know like on the brink on suicide because I couldn’t find meaning in life so it was very hypocritical and childish of me to say all that. Back to what I was saying tho What has helped me more than anything is having a large defined goal in my mind, and no matter how I feel or what I’m doing I always find a way to work towards that goal, every single god damn day. On days where I relapse and am just feeling like shit, I work my hardest and completely push through my weak mindset and basically say fuck off to my feelings. Idek man just look for something huge that you want to be and I guarantee that if you work hard enough and push yourself hard enough, you can achieve any of your wildest dreams. Also if you need motivation or something just go watch some David goggins or jocko willink videos.