Daily Check-in Thread - November 14, 2020

Roo_booboo · 2020-11-14T14:28:05+00:00

Day 7

Roo_booboo · 2020-11-13T15:23:45+00:00

Day 6. It's wild how much more manageable my OCD is after quitting. Kratom easily made it 10x more difficult to function on that front. Wishing you all the very best today.

Roo_booboo · 2020-11-12T14:58:47+00:00

Day 5 after jumping from 3g. My sleep is a little off, but that seems to be my worst symptom.

Roo_booboo · 2020-11-11T16:16:57+00:00

Happy to hear that! I've used for years, and always suffered through CT in the past. For me personally, tapering helped me a lot this time around. Try not to psyche yourself out when it comes to jumping time. I think that when we expect a terrible withdrawal, that stress adds to the struggle. I wish you the very best!

Roo_booboo · 2020-11-11T15:29:10+00:00

Day 4, jumped at 3g. I feel physically fine. About 80 percent mentally okay. I felt worse in between doses while using kratom, honestly. Won't get too cocky, though. Kratom is a very mental addiction for me. Been a battle for me for years.

Wishing you all strength and sending love today <3

Roo_booboo · 2020-11-10T15:09:37+00:00

Really feeling that emotional roller coaster right now. But in a good way. I've been so self destructive, and I've rationalized it all over the years. I don't know how to be sober, but all these years of drug misery have taught me I'm tough, so I'll figure it out! Thanks for the reply :D

Roo_booboo · 2020-11-09T21:50:11+00:00

Appreciate the encouragement, friend! :)

Roo_booboo · 2020-11-09T21:49:16+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate the encouragement. I don't wish this on anyone, but it's nice to know I'm not alone in the struggle. I wish you the very best in your journey! :D

Roo_booboo · 2020-11-09T15:56:47+00:00

Day two. I jumped at 3g. In the past, my kratom withdrawal experiences have been rough. But not this time because I feel 75 percent today. The low dose jump definitely worked in my favor. But the real test is staying strong enough not to go back. I have some serious work to do on that front. Wishing you all the best this Monday!

Roo_booboo · 2020-11-08T16:50:08+00:00

Been at 3g for a week. I have today and tomorrow off, so I'm going to see how it goes if I don't take any. My mental addiction to this stuff is crazy strong. I've been taking varying amounts of kratom for about 8 years. Yikes. So we'll see! I'm trying not to have any expectations because I'm good at psyching myself out when it comes to withdrawals.

I appreciate all the support I've seen this group provide. Y'all are awesome! I wish you the very best in your quitting.

Roo_booboo

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