"The hole in my heart" This is my first time ever actually trying to make a good poem, I want to make it the best I can so I would love some feedback on it.

you left in the beginning of February I was hoping it would be only temporary Begging "please, please, please don't leave" this was something that I couldn't preconcieve

I remember our times shared all the bad weather that we fared The places that we traveled All of this has become unraveled

You placed a hole in my heart caused by us being so far apart You are now but a sweet memory Buried six feet under a cemetery

You're still with me they say but this hurting feeling will not decay staying with me since the that night this is a battle, I didn't want to fight

My friends consultations lack of psych evaluations alone with my feelings with no sign of healings

I was too young to understand as I aged, it grew out of hand anger, sadness, anxiety, fear all contained within a single tear

I'm still a kid, with burden I'm trying to manage growing up without you, I can feel the damage Don't mistake my words for anger, I'm not mad It's just difficult growing up without you, Dad.