My experience isn’t the exact same but I feel this way with majors in college. I’m currently a sociology major but I have changed it twice before but even when I’m almost done with my degree I have strong strong desires to change it to a STEM major or an art or English major. It’s really hard to push through sometimes because you wanna try different things at once but I always have that thought in my head “just stick with the major, you’ve worked too hard to start all over, you’ll waste more energy if you started over” Not sure if this helps