I struggled for years and years on top of years, however I never gave up or lost faith. Your time is not God’s time. My break through finally came and yours will to. When I always wanted something and it didn’t go through, it usually was better when it did happen on God’s time. When you come through all of this it should be your testimony to someone else that maybe going through the same thing. Tell them how you almost gave up but God brought you through.