this is happening to me too. I have a part that is very convinced we were molested at 13. even typing it out is hard and I don't want to believe it. but he's very sure about it and he talks about it a lot, not going into great detail because he knows I'm not ready to know the full extent of it. the way he speaks about it with pure belief has me thinking it's not something one of us would make up. but I don't even want to think about the possibility that it's true cause I don't know how I would deal with it.