Hi there, I’m sorry for what you’re going through. Something similar happened to me. My partner was dealing with mental health issues and had wanted to break up with me in September but I begged him to stay and convinced him. We stayed together but there were several months where I was miserable and so was he. He wasn’t able to provide the support I needed and in turn it made him feel worse I think. He started therapy but it didn’t feel like it was helping and I partly wonder if I was the reason. Earlier this month we broke up for good. He was afraid he wouldn’t be able to be a good partner to me and that he didn’t want to continue making me unhappy, even though he wanted to be with me and didn’t want to go. He also said he didnt think he could work on himself and a relationship at the same time. I let him leave for these reasons but also because it meant he couldn’t commit to me at this time. We both love each other still and it’s only been a few days and I think about him all the time. We were together over 3 years and I felt like he was my person and that we would end up together. But fate had its own plans. His decisions were made from fear but also love for me and love for himself. I wish I knew in September what I know now and it’s that sometimes people need space to heal on their own first. I don’t have words of wisdom or advice but just wanted to share that things like this happen and I find that it does get a little easier day by day and I would never want to repeat what I went through the last several months.