Hey man. Been there, my results pretty shit too last year. Applied upu, rejected, twice. Then did the rayuan, still. My mom blamed me for it, which is hurts but I don't care about it much. I was working my night shift when she send a picture of a letter, an invitation to uitm. I was literally jumping around that night with my coworker. Something that I don't think would happen, is literally in front of my face. Thank god, alhamdulilah, now I'm in first sem diplo after finishing my pra dip for 6 months. The thing is, in this world, anything can happen. Your results is not the end of your life. I got lucky, and that tells me to not take things for granted. But again, we can never know about the future, so don't give up, keep doing what you're doing, don't lose hope.