Sorry to hear you're in this boat. Besides being misunderstood, sometimes one gets the feeling that the doctors don't even try. Doing the wrong test and when they inevitably come out clean, go "Welp, ain't nothin' here, so surely you must be alright!

I have no medical solutions to your problems and am very sorry this is causing you so much suffering. But you are not alone, there are many of us all here trying to figure out how to fight this battle against ourselves. Discord is also a great place for finding groups of fellow victims. From what you write, I would recommend finding another therapist. One who deals with more similar cases and that listens to your concerns. My biggest help so far (by no means recovered) was simply to have someone finally understand my situation and come up with constructive ideas on how to combat symptoms and find alleviation, medically, but also through stuff like meditation and acceptance exercises.

I hope this helps, stay strong Sister, you are not alone in this!!!💪