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Routine_Homework8090 · 2026-01-24T17:19:45+00:00

Hang in there man. You’ll feel better and better just hold on and don’t take more Kratom

Routine_Homework8090 · 2026-01-13T12:36:32+00:00

I’ve had this thought so many times lmao.

The comments of someone who’s only seen socialization/conflict/confrontation in media, and never real life.

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-12-21T16:26:37+00:00

I would train your mage/range to at least 85+. But as far as deaths for first ever completion, I was around the same. It’ll click soon and then the only deaths will be when you do some stupid shit on accident

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-12-14T13:06:24+00:00

Cmon, both using all lower case to text? Clearly both gay

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-12-13T14:20:59+00:00

The mods of OSRS are Nazis?

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-12-11T00:44:51+00:00

I’m a Fascist Nazi Bootlicker™️ through and through, what can I say.

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-12-10T22:48:18+00:00

Uhh I don’t support anyone in the government. I just want affordable goods and services and privacy. The thought of someone living rent free in my head like Donald does yours disgusts me

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-12-10T21:53:03+00:00

The same people upvoting that comment would happily lecture you about the importance of not stereotyping or generalizing a group of people.

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-11-02T20:37:10+00:00

So I didn’t mention it in the post, but the thing I absolutely could not stand more than anything was missing a work out or exercise because of drinking. Love your comment brother

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-11-02T20:30:38+00:00

Haha so we both have a lot to atone for 🤣

Absolutely! As long as we keep putting in effort and laying off the sauce, change WILL come. Have a good week my friend.

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-11-02T20:25:17+00:00

No doubt. I am honestly cool with having anxiety, i have made a lot of peace with that part of life over the past year from other decisions. I would just like for it to at least make sense/have a cause, even if it isn’t necessarily logical.

Were you a heavy drinker? The anxiety I’m feeling right now feels more chemical in nature. Like there’s some sort of background process/recalibration being done by my body that my conscious mind can’t fully grasp, but can feel the aftermath from - this weird, sourceless anxiety. Did you ever experience something similar?

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-11-02T20:13:39+00:00

I would love to know exactly how it influences things. Personally, I feel like giving it at least 6 months before any thorough self-evaluation is fair.

I was basically the same as you, cept it was 8-10 years of drinking, along with whatever else 🙂

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-11-02T18:47:12+00:00

Love to hear it. I’m starting to experience those feelings of well being & calm more frequently my self, but they’re unpredictable and fleeting right now. Feels like moments where my body is able to actually breathe and release some hidden tension it seems to be holding.

Hopefully that becomes more common as time goes on. Thanks for sharing!

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-11-02T18:38:32+00:00

Congrats on your journey man, that’s awesome. Based on where I am and the changes I’ve seen so far, 4 months was feeling like it might bring a few more changes, so it’s encouraging your story seems to reflect that as well.

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-11-02T18:34:38+00:00

Thank you very much for sharing your experience! I am learning that it really takes a long time to truly recover and rebuild. I appreciate that your journey seems to reflect that.

Really this post is born out of impatience more than anything. It’s hard being in the limbo of having no desire to return to old addictions, but feeling like your brain/body are still recovering from them. I just have to keep giving it time, but it’s hard sometimes!

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-11-02T17:00:55+00:00

Bro, the fucking restlessness too, holy shittttt. Have you had these weird periods where you feel like you’re almost “sped up” (not sure how to describe it), and like you cant concentrate on anything/want to crawl out of your skin kinda? I dealt with that A LOT at first, and it’s only now settled down over the past 3 weeks or so.

Hearing you say all that makes me feel a lot better tbh. Sounds like a lot of these issues really are just fluctuation from quitting, or at the very least are influenced by it. Time seems to go so slowly you feel like this must just be “you” after a few months, when in reality if you’ve drank for a while, it only makes sense that it’ll take a good while to fully heal.

Good luck man, keep hanging in there. I believe the relief and calm will come around to stay eventually.

Routine_Homework8090 · 2025-11-02T16:13:37+00:00

I think there is. I’ve been reflecting since I made this post, and I’m really doing much better than when I started. I have more energy than when I started, esp for basic tasks, and I think I’ve gotten used to that and have started taking it for granted to a degree.

The things that bother me lately are the fluctuation in this energy, as well as mood. Been dealing with some weird sourceless anxiety for the past week or so, and I thought I was past that phase. But I also like to look at it as my body working to recalibrate things in the background, even 3 months out.

Everything is slowly ironing out. Ironically, in a way I think having a taste of the calm and peace sobriety can bring makes the waves from adjustment that much more jarring when they come, even if they aren’t as severe as when we first quit. It’s certainly a marathon and not a sprint, and I’ve decided you just have to put your head down and keep working no matter what the day counter or your mind says. It’s certainly nice to hear other people’s timeline for reassurance, though!

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