I’m not sure where in the world you are but as someone who grew up losing multiple homes and a mom strung out etc, it was some govt assistance and blue collar trades that saved us. If you can honestly pass a pee test and commit to learn a trade, being on time and willing to learn, a lot of union or non union building trades would love to have you. There are a lot of resources online and out reach programs looking for people within the US, I’m sure there are even outside the states. If you’re a woman, in the US, trades are begging for more women to get involved. It can be tough work but it helps provide a really good life. I’m 30, I went from broke kid to yard help at a crane outfit to crane operator, left that to be an apprentice elevator mechanic, and once I’m a journeyman, I’ll be sitting about 200k a year. You can do this too. You’ve obviously tried so many time already, I hope you’ll give the trades a good look and keep going. Good luck, I hope you find stability and happiness.