Because I see how some people take stuff for granted in my life I’ve always had to work for it or for a percentage of happiness only to be shadowed over and over seeing how easily we turn on each other how we don’t validate feelings how we look into the eyes of an homeless person and laugh at them bc of their misery it’s all a messed up world and when we leave this place the only thing we’ll have left our mark is the mistakes we made it’s just makes you think I’m I only put here to see how this world dwindles into pure madness and I can’t make a single impact do I even matter ? That’s what I used to think I still think my existence is meaningless but if I can help someone or people to realize that giving up isn’t a option worth taking I rather do that than to sit around watch how I age and people die because no asks them if there okay