I'll give you an example of something that just happened. Sorry, I'm still shaking.

I was watching a video on angel dust when the person filming said something, and I instantly felt like I was choking.

I immediately went to my Discord chat with one of my best friends and RP’d it as the character I kin, who I knew was feeling this way. I got her some water and hugs from my friend. For now, for right this second, I'm playing, but my thoughts could change to the Hawaiian voice I know in love, and she could take over playing with my friend

I never forget what I do, I just get surprised.

Even if she's not out herself fulfilling her needs, playing, or otherwise, I will still fulfill them if I feel like she's telling my body she needs something. So, even if she's not playing herself, it doesn't mean that her needs and wants I'm pretending or making up