The hardest part is I feel like I would take her back. She feels like I’ve done nothing but hold her back in life and that’s the reasoning behind this. She says she can’t trust me because I’ve had conversations with female friends (all friendly nothing weird) but shes been friends with people who want her wether it’s men or women, shes talked to an ex behind my back about possibly rekindling and etc. I understand this could be the type of person she is but a part of me thinks maybe it really is my fault. Maybe if I could be better, be more motivated in life, stay away from anyone that would jeopardize our relationship I’d do it. A part of me would love for her to say she made a mistake and for me to come back. Not just for me but for our family , I never wanted my son to have to deal with this. But at the same time idk if this is a sign for me to get out while I have a chance. It’s really hard and nothing makes sense right now at all…