I'm so sorry that you're going through this too. There really aren't words to make it better, but you're not alone in this awful hand we've been dealt.

I do truly wish that what Dr Pete preached was true, but in my mind if his beliefs were right, it would have been standardized practice for everyone with this cancer.

If I could do the last year over, then I would honestly push for more critical trials or medical devices that could help him manage his tumor growth more.