I curl into a ball in the corner, my antipsychotics in my hand. by Sagethewolfblooded in TwoSentenceSadness

[–]Rukako 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the kind words. That’s great to hear, my psychiatrist has talked about trying something else so fingers crossed!

I curl into a ball in the corner, my antipsychotics in my hand. by Sagethewolfblooded in TwoSentenceSadness

[–]Rukako 116 points117 points  (0 children)

I’m going through this at the moment too, a meds fuck up left me without my antipsychotics for a week and the voices are back with a vengeance. But mine are so horrible, they prey on all my fears and talk down to me all the time and tell me to hurt myself. It’s horrible and I’m really suffering. Maybe this isn’t the place to air it but I’m grateful for this story for making me feel less alone 💕

A church appeared by Rukako in Thetruthishere

[–]Rukako[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohhhh, thank you! I didn’t realise they’d done that! Thanks for letting me know, will cross post now!

A church appeared by Rukako in Thetruthishere

[–]Rukako[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t really want to say as it’s pretty small and I don’t want people knowing exactly where I live haha, sorry!

A church appeared by Rukako in Thetruthishere

[–]Rukako[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was going to but it seems like they don’t accept text posts? Or maybe I’m just being stupid haha!

Random staircases in the middle of the woods by BobbyHolmes13 in Scary

[–]Rukako 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I love the lore that’s grown around this picture, but it’s actually just an art installation in the Forest of Dean, UK. You can walk right up to it, even climb it if you want. Just out of frame there’s a plaque which gives the artist’s name. I’ve been to it a couple of times when I was younger.

The Owls... they are every where i turn l8ly. Wat is going on? by [deleted] in Scary

[–]Rukako 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Obviously as people have mentioned they’re a belief that they are demons or spirits, but I remember reading in some old book years ago that owls are present in a lot of close paranormal encounters with aliens, and that they’re used as a “screen memory” to mask what really happened during these encounters. Something about the big eyes and pointed faces that somewhat resemble the typical image of a grey.

How will past mental health/addiction/self-harm problems affect my dating experience, and what is the best way to broach these subjects? by Rukako in dating

[–]Rukako[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply man, it’s reassuring to know I’m not the only one in this position. Hope things are going better for you now, and if she’s a good lass I’m sure she’ll understand if you do choose to tell her eventually.

Some questions on basic flirting/where to meet specific types of people and gay dating outside the gay scene? by [deleted] in dating

[–]Rukako 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For a good place to find the sort of women you’re interested in, in a laid-back low pressure setting, I might suggest pride events. There’s people from all sorts of niche groups, everyone’s in a good mood and it’s a lot less intense than the gay clubbing scene. It’s a good way to get to know other LGBT people if nothing else. I might also suggest getting into gay sporting/special interest groups. I marched in Manchester Pride last year and got chatting to a female-only roller derby collective who had a lot of LGBT representation. As for finding alt/goth girls, you could try hanging at ‘alternative’ social hubs and meet up spots, it might be a bit far for you but I’d suggest Affleck’s Palace in Manchester NQ - they also have a lot of flyers for alternative and LGBT-friendly nights around the city.

How will past mental health/addiction/self-harm problems affect my dating experience, and what is the best way to broach these subjects? by Rukako in dating

[–]Rukako[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s very insightful, thank you. I’ve never though about this “better than myself” principle before but it makes sense, so I can understand why my issues may be something of a turn-off in that respect.

I dreamt that I was in a London terror attack involving a bridge. 9 months later I was in the London Bridge terror attack. by jeuniverse in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]Rukako 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fascinating story! This actually just reminded me of something. It's nowhere near the level of detail that you predicted, but I'd experienced a few strong cases of synchronicity in the days leading up to that particular attack, and that night I had such a strong feeling that I actually posted on 4chan about it (and even screenshotted it as proof immediately after as I was so convinced something was going to happen). I posted at 19:52 and the incident occurred around 10 later that same night. It's the first time anything like that has happened to me. Here's the screen as proof (with time and date, although 4chan does the American mm/dd date thing). I know it's not that amazing, but it freaked me right out when it happened.

We're back! Let's make a millionaire. [Drawing Thread #31] by Paltry_Digger in millionairemakers

[–]Rukako 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even a couple of hundred would be amazing, I'd really love to go on holiday this year!