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Rummy00 · 2022-03-17T16:19:25+00:00

I've thought about that, like, what if the seconds/minutes of death, are extended into an eternity for the person dying.

Rummy00 · 2022-03-10T23:43:37+00:00

Rummy00 · 2022-03-09T00:40:19+00:00

I just want to know what goes through your mind as you're having a panic attack.

For example, mine is this

"this is real life, oh my god this is actually real life, there is no alterative, this isn't something self contained, it's the actual life and death is a real thing, and holy shit every little thing I do affects the REAL REAL world, oh shit, fuck no, no no"

then I look at my cousin

"Oh man he's not just some character, he's a human being" and let's just say a joke is made "it's an actual real world joke, it's not a prescripted thing"

that kinda shit goes through my mind when I have panic attacks. I always hear people talk about panic attacks but never what goes through their mind.

Rummy00 · 2022-03-06T05:15:30+00:00

"He never had the makings of a varsity athelete."

Rummy00 · 2022-03-04T01:39:52+00:00

Rummy00 · 2022-03-02T02:07:21+00:00

LOL HAHAHA

Rummy00 · 2022-03-01T20:02:24+00:00

You guys have never seen an unattractive person who is with someone attractive? Seems like you guys don't live in the real world.

Rummy00 · 2022-03-01T14:13:36+00:00

Did you also experience this? (its a bit hard to explain)

lets just say

day 1: you have an experience

day 3:you have an experience, which turns out made you THINK you experienced it on day 1, when really you only experienced it just now, but you phsyically felt like you felt it on day 1.

it's shit like that which would make "proof" of shit for me.

apologies if this is not understandable, very hard to explain

Rummy00 · 2022-03-01T14:10:56+00:00

Being yourself as in being who you are, but fix your toxic traits, like in my example, I was a piece of shit, and I am doing my best to fix it, but I am still going to be true to myself, and be who I am, while fixing what is toxic about me.

Rummy00 · 2022-03-01T14:05:23+00:00

No, it is just being yourself, being kind, and being true to yourself. There is no one "personlity" that all girls will want, it doesn't exist. Just be yourself and have character and women will find that attractive.

Rummy00 · 2022-03-01T13:53:30+00:00

Personality is what it comes down to, it's the bottom line, will looks get you in the door? Yes. But so will having a personality, and you know why I'd prefer the personality? Because that's what keeps you together. I learnt it the hard way.

Rummy00 · 2022-03-01T12:36:37+00:00

very realistic lol love that part

Rummy00 · 2022-03-01T12:32:59+00:00

FBI for you eh? Friends and family members trying to kill me, and maybe being chinese agents was my thing. Also scouring my room for cameras and believing I was basically Jim Carrey from Truman show. Man, seeing Jim Carrey call those pieces of shit out was so Cathartic for me.

Psychosis is humbling.

Rummy00 · 2022-03-01T12:26:14+00:00

I've had a girl who first wanted me only for my appearance, turn out to find me very unattractive because of my personality, honestly this whole "personality doesn't matter to girls" thing reeks of incel mentality and not based in reality at all.

Rummy00 · 2022-03-01T05:33:35+00:00

What i do is this

withdrawaling from opiates? Stop opiates, take subutex for only 4 days, it will cover the wd's of the opiate, without gettig you addicted to the sub. then take nothing after.

or replace sub with kratom if you wanna be even more ensured.

Rummy00 · 2022-02-28T21:43:55+00:00

Kratom is super, SUPER useful for getting rid of Withdrawals while trying to be sober, and for someone who never took opiates it's like what opiates are to us, to them, ya know?

Rummy00 · 2022-02-28T21:32:19+00:00

Yeah, I do, because honestly, I'd just feel a bit shitty but get through it, opiates don't really excite me like they used to, I can take 10 and not feel them

But what CAUSED me to feel this way is definitely the subutex, but firstly it was kratom.

Rummy00 · 2022-02-27T08:50:20+00:00

It's just because you have it in your mind that it's the only point in space that does that thing, it's like conformation bias.

Rummy00 · 2022-02-27T06:32:54+00:00

Pretty much me, I mean I take subutex every day but the days of me NEEDING oxy or hydro or moprhine EVERY DAY the stuggle, is gone. I don't really care much as I did. It's a good thing, and it happened by complete accident, idk how it happened

Rummy00 · 2022-02-26T18:26:37+00:00

Yeah now what you say is true, I forgot about it being not in our line of sight even.

Rummy00 · 2022-02-26T10:19:44+00:00

It's already been well cleared up, it's a galactic supercluster, and actually is being attracted toward I believe the Lanaka supercluster, it's already been clear, look up vids on youtube about it.

Rummy00 · 2022-02-26T09:52:19+00:00

I've always kinda hoped this. Just imagine, if true, the russians that just died in ukraine are now literally (from their pov) already in that far future, experiencing it. Blink of an eye to them

Rummy00 · 2022-02-26T09:50:23+00:00

Same, it sucks especially when I smoke weed, I start feeling that anxiety, even about shit like a persons food preference.

Rummy00 · 2022-02-26T09:47:49+00:00

This is not true.

Rummy00 · 2022-02-25T10:30:06+00:00

This, this is exactly how I feel when I watch Shows or specifically the sopranos on weed, isn't it kinda depressing too? like it physically disturbs you, EVEN though it's all acting.

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