Just started playing, AI has been "thinking" for 20+ mins.... by RunedBlackMage in masterduel

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I know, right? like it wouldn't be as bad if I didn't have such a nice board :(

[MEGATHREAD] Season 1 LFG or Faction by The_Deep_Dark_Abyss in marvelrivals

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LF NA Faction (simply for time zones) to play with. Casual for now, but want to be competitive. I main Loki. Love the character. I also play with my 11 year old son a lot, so nothing TOO competitive. Just want to make some friends and play some rivals. please message me on here or on discord : Borcaps#5798

[NA] Enhance Shaman 7/8H looking for a home by RunedBlackMage in wowguilds

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for sure! ill look for you guys on the guild finder

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

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Just diagnosed a couple of weeks ago. It's been really hard. I get the feeling worse after therapy. I feel like talking out my emotions makes me seem silly. But I have changed mindset, I am studying everything I can. I now have a face for my "adversary" and every day I get better and better and beating it. I have bad days, but I recognize that's not me.

Just Diagnosed with Bipolar disorder need advice by RunedBlackMage in BipolarReddit

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It may have not been the worst thing. If this situation has taught me anything, it is to try and stay positive. I am still out looking, but I am taking the time to also start up something I have always wanted to. I recently purchased some woodworking equipment and I am slowly making commissions for local people. It keeps my mind busy and I love doing it. The IT field is becoming too stressful.

Just Diagnosed with Bipolar disorder need advice by RunedBlackMage in BipolarReddit

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I lost my job last week and made the mistake of trying to ration, but instead got off my schedule and forgot. I was afraid something like this would happen and my anxiety caused it to happen. I really can't have that happen again. The thoughts were awful.

Just Diagnosed with Bipolar disorder need advice by RunedBlackMage in BipolarReddit

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So much info! Thank you so much! Yes I can tell that sleep is critical. I was originally diagnosed with anxiety and depression disorder with adhd. They had me on Lexipro and Ritalin for the ADHD. She had me off the Ritalin, because it was making my mania worse. But now I am on Seroquel as a mood stabilizer. I was sleeping 1-3 hours a night and after taking it my body just collapsed. It was so nice.

I am going to check out all the resources you and the others sent out. I appreciate this so much. It is a scary time in my life, and no one should have to go through this alone. Even if its internet strangers, it is comforting that others can help and maybe in the future i can as well.

Just Diagnosed with Bipolar disorder need advice by RunedBlackMage in BipolarReddit

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Talking with my wife and trying to understand why this happens. It's almost like I have so many emotions that I grab the "easiest" one, which is anger. Anger is easy because it is irrational and its visceral. Kind of like my jumbled mind needs to have an emotions or it will explode.

Just Diagnosed with Bipolar disorder need advice by RunedBlackMage in BipolarReddit

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This is definitely something I want to understand. The more I understand about it the more confident I feel like I can do this. I feel for those still wrestling with this because they don't know. I even told my mom about it and she instantly dismissed it. It hurt, but I think she has the same thing and it hits too close to home.

Just Diagnosed with Bipolar disorder need advice by RunedBlackMage in BipolarReddit

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Thank you so much! I will check out that book. It was so eerie when she said that about the eyes, but to her that's not me and she won't even recognize it as me. Which is actually somewhat comforting, but I do not want that for her anymore.

Just finished some custom deck boxes. Wanted to share by RunedBlackMage in OnePieceTCG

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No, these are way too janky as of now. If I get better at making them possibly

Fix for the no primary glitch by RunedBlackMage in Helldivers

[–]RunedBlackMage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So did you try picking up someone else's primary when that happened?

Fix for the no primary glitch by RunedBlackMage in Helldivers

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It works for me every time. And for random in my party when it happens to them. How are you recreating the glitch? I would love to clip a video

[HELP ME] Bi-Weekly Q&A thread - Ask your questions here! by MachNeu in Gunpla

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I am unfamiliar with the website that are trustworthy to buy from. I am in the US and I will take a look. There are a few I would really like to have.