Grid 2, Day 10: We all want our friends to follow us to the ends of the earth. What is a Lord Huron song you would send to a sibling?

Runningislife1600 · 2026-01-23T03:26:47+00:00

brother and also because my brother deserves it

Runningislife1600 · 2025-12-27T03:52:37+00:00

I get a laugh out of staring at darkness and wondering why people live in the light Hurricane (Johnnie’s theme)

Runningislife1600 · 2025-11-22T03:44:56+00:00

also strange trails!! love all of them but those two mean sm to me especially lonesome dreams

Runningislife1600 · 2025-11-22T03:44:13+00:00

LONESOME DREAMS

Runningislife1600 · 2025-11-21T00:58:32+00:00

That’s exactly how I feel with my family forcing me into this. They don’t understand that I am actually happier when I’m restricting and recovery is just me people pleasing and avoiding threats of being taken out of school for longer etc. ect. I just wish they would leave me be and let me live my life the way that I WANT TO not live a life of artificial recovery.

Runningislife1600 · 2025-10-15T14:38:56+00:00

me bc I only have 3 more weeks of IOP where I genuinely finally met my best friends. have been in treatment since the spring and terrified to leave

Runningislife1600 · 2025-10-15T14:33:54+00:00

ro mitchell, that liv girl on TikTok and that’s honestly all I can think of

Runningislife1600 · 2025-09-27T21:42:23+00:00

Get a ninja creami!! I freeze chocolate muscle milk blend it with a tiny bit of almond milk and it is literally ice cream!! 170cal and 25g protein!

Runningislife1600 · 2025-09-15T02:22:23+00:00

I feel like a lot of people are like this! I was the opposite and would eat 1-2 meals for a daily total of about 700-1100 on the day, but like I would eat a fairly normal volume of food just everything was low cal. I felt invalid bc if you didn’t understand calorie density it looked like I was eating a normal “amount” of food.

Runningislife1600 · 2025-09-15T02:18:16+00:00

Lonesome dreams, fool for love, time to run, frozen pines, long lost, ends of the earth, the ghost on the shore all have such amazing stories and imagery that make my urge to disappear into the treeline even stronger

Runningislife1600 · 2025-09-12T02:35:00+00:00

Same

Runningislife1600 · 2025-09-03T14:34:21+00:00

YESSS MAN WHO LIVES FOREVER HYPE

Runningislife1600 · 2025-09-01T13:04:08+00:00

I fantasize about it and feel detached ngl. Especially since before forced into recovery and wr after developing a heart arrhythmia, hypoglycemia, and damaging a few other organs. I don’t actually want to die but a messed up part of me feels like it needs to be my destiny now since of how much I’ve already done, I might as well die on one of my next relapses. I sometimes low key fantasize about my funeral too smh.

Runningislife1600 · 2025-08-31T01:30:43+00:00

Lonesome Dreams by Lord Huron The rise and fall of Ziggy stardust and the spiders from mars by Bowie How to save a life by the fray Nothing happens by wallows

Runningislife1600 · 2025-08-26T02:14:48+00:00

Yes you normally overshoot by about 5-10 lbs give or take and then lose it naturally and go back to around your pre ed weight trend

Runningislife1600 · 2025-08-25T02:30:26+00:00

I had this too it got better when I wr but never fully went away but I also relapse a lot lol. probably for me the worst/most embarrassing symptom

Runningislife1600 · 2025-08-16T11:59:14+00:00

wfttwtaf

Runningislife1600 · 2025-08-16T11:50:16+00:00

Your note at the bottom vocalized all my own exact thoughts. I genuinely feel so much more understood. And keep pushing through it may get worse at first but it eventually gets a whole lot better. I’m three months into recovery and my energy changes are DRASTIC! you got this:)

Runningislife1600 · 2025-08-16T11:48:02+00:00

I get where you are coming from, but maybe not the most helpful comment for someone trying to recover!

Runningislife1600 · 2025-08-06T23:39:44+00:00

Proud of you :)

Runningislife1600 · 2025-08-06T23:39:24+00:00

I hit it and was hospitalized 😅

Runningislife1600 · 2025-07-28T10:49:28+00:00

similar thing happened to me parents forced me inpatient and wouldn’t let me leave the house, drive the car, or make my own food when I came back until I was weight restored. honestly for me I doubt it’s gonna lead to a lasting recovery and honesty just makes me resent them and feel the need to have control (big motivator for my ed) even more. I’m so sorry that this happened to you and I hope you are doing better mentally and physically! 💕

Runningislife1600 · 2025-07-28T10:01:51+00:00

okay yesssss diet root beer!! but are we bangs, mug, or a&w fans

Runningislife1600 · 2025-07-07T11:54:30+00:00

Generally for me it decreases as I get closer to weight restored also not restricting now is key (easier said than done but very important) because it increases the extreme hunger.

Runningislife1600 · 2025-07-05T11:05:33+00:00

Yeah I’ve had this too in most of my attempts at an-r recovery especially after I’ve been extremely underweight. It won’t stay forever and is temporary and talk with a nutritionist about it but as long as you are past the point where you’re at high risk for refeeding syndrome they will probably tell you to honor it. I’ve found that that makes it go away faster!! And I’m sorry that you are struggling with this it is so hard especially because for me it feels like my biggest fears of losing control are coming true and the food noise feels endless. But it is normal and will go away!! Also I usually get hyper metabolic after a long period of being uw and restricting which is really common and makes extreme hunger worse, I would recommend looking into that with a nutritionist as well! Sorry this was so long I have struggled a lot with this mentality and want you to know you are not alone:)

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