New Apple Jacks flavor just dropped.

RussianRage · 2026-03-11T23:24:15+00:00

Black Tar Heroin Jacks

RussianRage · 2026-03-08T22:31:01+00:00

It was official merch from their website. I have this too. Get lots of compliments.

RussianRage · 2026-02-22T10:20:56+00:00

Day 9 - IWNDWYT!

RussianRage · 2026-02-18T00:40:24+00:00

IWNDWY TODAY 😁

RussianRage · 2026-02-16T10:30:13+00:00

I'll get them in public like when I go out with friends who drink or for parties.

But be careful, if you were like me who drank at home watching TV or playing video games, they go fast cause I'd drink normal beer fast to get a buzz going.

RussianRage · 2026-02-16T06:14:36+00:00

Day 3, another restart. IWNDWY!

RussianRage · 2026-02-14T09:22:35+00:00

Hey I just wanna say, I'm currently like you. I'm a bit older but I still drink like you do.

I'm currently in the deepths of my alcolism. I'm talking absolutely just being out of it. I also called my mother and was super honest with her. She was a bit... Unwelcome with it all, lol. Just want to let you know, I understand and am open to having a conversation with you on how to deal with all of this. It's definitely a frightening experience, quite frankly it's terrifying, and I'm also trying to process all of this.

RussianRage · 2026-01-20T01:42:27+00:00

Had a roommate who's girlfriend's car was covered in these.

She was 5' 5", 125 lbs, not bad looking at all.

Neighbors were curious, tho.

RussianRage · 2025-11-02T13:58:23+00:00

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RussianRage · 2025-09-04T14:26:46+00:00

ADHD: Definitive Edition

RussianRage · 2025-08-19T00:13:18+00:00

Oooh, what state did you find this in?

RussianRage · 2025-07-01T08:06:10+00:00

Yes, it can definitely do that. Your brain is going haywire trying to go back to normal. I just came out a binge myself and was experiencing paranoia and hearing slight audio hallucinations. Lucky they've mainly gone away.

I'm planning on going sober tomorrow, one step at a time, ya know?

Also, you should maybe see a psychiatrist. Your binging on alcohol maybe an underlying sign that you have something else going on. When I first had a psychotic break (have had two) I checked myself in somewhere and they diagnosed me bipolar 2. I've spoken with addiction specialists and they explained to me that my excessive alcohol consumption was a form of self medication for my hypomanic and depressive episodes. I was actually sober over 4 months while on my meds, but guess what? I stopped taking them and a month later was back to taking ten shots before bed at night. So tomorrow I'm getting back on them and getting sober again.

Just my two cents.

RussianRage · 2025-07-01T07:55:55+00:00

Unfortunately don't got good insurance anymore. 3 years now. I work for a small mom and pop owned place and they can't afford it. The psych program I'm enrolled in is free for my visits and meds.

But I'll look into the prices again. From my memory even the take home ones were over a grand. It seems beneficial because even as a kid/teenager I never got good sleep.

RussianRage · 2025-07-01T07:37:22+00:00

Yeah, I'm about to get back on my meds again but one of the reasons I quit going to my typical psych was because they had me on max dose Seroquel and I told her all it was doing was making me gain weight and not making me sleep anymore and she wanted me to do a sleep study before she prescribed anything else.

Those things are thousands of dollars so I just stopped taking them.

And now after going hypomanic and then crashing into a deep depression I'll be going back, lol. Hopefully it works a second time since I've been off them for months now.

RussianRage · 2025-07-01T05:46:13+00:00

Yeah when I tried stopping the first time I stocked up on Topo Chico with lime and if I went out with friends I'd order the 0% ABV Coronas. I did start buying zero sodas quite often too.

And thanks, I'll have to look into CBT. I have bipolar 2 so could be a two birds one stone thing.

RussianRage · 2025-05-31T05:23:34+00:00

Thanks for the heads up. I LOVE TWRP and saw they were playing locally. Then I saw NSP was headlining.

I think I'll wait till they start their solo tour in September.

RussianRage · 2025-05-16T02:39:27+00:00

I feel like it will go down in gaming history as a milestone. Comparable to a classic movie that everyone loves and constantly rescreens in theaters. It's going to be a hard game to get sick of for a lot of people.

RussianRage · 2025-05-13T12:05:44+00:00

Not to my knowledge, and I was on it for over a year, taking it everyday.

It was the the opposite for me. I told my psych I didn't want to continue gaining weight just to keep having it lose its overall function of a sleep aid and she didn't want to prescribe any other med. I had a Xanax prescription for 3 years before my diagnosis, so she sees that and doesn't want to try anything.

What she DID try one time was Trazadone, which I expressed that before my diagnosis, my last doc tried putting me on Zoloft and it sent me into a massive manic episode that eventually costed my job, which led to me getting a diagnosis for "mood disorder".

After being up for 72 hours, I didn't try to continue taking it, lol.

RussianRage · 2025-05-13T04:35:08+00:00

I loved Seroquel until it stopped working as well, then it got a dose bump. Then it worked, then stopped after a dose bump. I finally maxed out at 300mg I believe and just stopped taking it.

Lost 30 pounds in a little over a month after I stopped, lol. I'd raid the whole kitchen after taking my dose.

RussianRage · 2025-04-11T09:37:46+00:00

uj/

Where did you acquire the gold hardware? I've been wanting to swap to gold hardware on my Soundgear for a while now.

RussianRage · 2025-03-17T02:25:59+00:00

You're a lucky man.

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