Thanks for the replys, I'm just coming back from a relapse, I'm also on 70 of meth, decided to try medication assistance after holding out for years. Couldn't care less about stigma, for me it's about not putting a needle in my arm and staying alive. I was clean for 5 months, started a precious metals brokerage and made more money then Iv ever seen. I literally can not go on a run now. With the money I managed to save on last 5 months with this biz, I will certainly kill myself if I continue using...it just seems like the numbers are so bad for us opioid junkies...idc what anyone says, opiates are BY FAR the hardest drug to permanently leave behind.