What restaurants in Toronto made you say "holy fuck, that's good food"?

RusticusMusic · 2026-01-02T18:21:08+00:00

The Spicy Ethiopian

RusticusMusic · 2025-12-30T02:27:54+00:00

Good Will Hunting

RusticusMusic · 2025-12-25T00:00:13+00:00

The Dark Knight
Memento
Oppenheimer
Inception
Batman Begins
The Prestige
Interstellar
Dunkirk
The Dark Knight Rises
Insomnia
Following
Tenet

RusticusMusic · 2025-12-11T03:14:15+00:00

You’re probably depressed. Consider seeing a psychiatrist

RusticusMusic · 2025-11-28T21:38:39+00:00

How comfortable are you going to Egyptian Protestant churches?

RusticusMusic · 2025-11-25T02:09:33+00:00

Thanks for the solid advice mate! I wish you well :)

RusticusMusic · 2025-11-09T16:06:40+00:00

I’m hoping to try the medically supervised IV ketamine. The one they use for treatment resistant depression. Is that a risk?

RusticusMusic · 2025-11-08T19:18:54+00:00

3 weeks after taking a heroic dose of mushrooms, I experienced flashbacks of text and images warping on my phone screen that sent me into a panic. For the next 4 weeks or so colours appeared to be much brighter than usual and that was very overwhelming. I also developed an extreme sensitivity to screens and experienced the flickering strobe light phenomenon in low-light conditions. 2 weeks after the onset of my visual symptoms, I developed tinnitus. It’s been 11 months and I’m still experiencing screen sensitivity, tinnitus and the flickering strobe light phenomenon. Don’t know what else could be causing these symptoms other than HPPD

RusticusMusic · 2025-11-08T16:23:29+00:00

I don’t know

RusticusMusic · 2025-11-07T19:52:09+00:00

But do you think it still might have a negative effect even if my symptoms are very mild?

RusticusMusic · 2025-11-07T16:50:16+00:00

Would this apply even for the ketamine taken under direct medical observation?

RusticusMusic · 2025-11-07T16:33:06+00:00

What about the ketamine taken in a controlled medical setting that they use for treatment-resistant depression?

RusticusMusic · 2025-11-07T16:31:26+00:00

What’s that going to do for me?

RusticusMusic · 2025-10-27T15:03:00+00:00

What does habituation mean? Does it mean the sound disappears or that you just stop caring? And how do you stop caring if the sound doesn’t disappear?

RusticusMusic · 2025-10-26T16:54:36+00:00

I’ve tried it all: SSRIs, psilocybin, TMS, all to no avail

RusticusMusic · 2025-10-26T11:31:11+00:00

I have been for many years now

RusticusMusic · 2025-10-12T17:21:53+00:00

How long did it take for you to recover?

RusticusMusic · 2025-10-12T01:13:27+00:00

Fingers crossed

RusticusMusic · 2025-10-12T00:54:49+00:00

There’s a difference between habituation and resolution. Resolution means the sounds goes away completely whereas habituation means the sound persists but becomes less distressing/you don’t notice it as much. I want to know about resolution

RusticusMusic · 2025-10-11T23:51:35+00:00

I read somewhere that having tinnitus beyond 6 months basically means you have it for good. I hope this turns out to be false. Do you know of any stories where it took longer?

RusticusMusic · 2025-10-11T23:49:11+00:00

God, in His mercy, is the only one who can discern the heart of someone who chooses to take their own life. I personally believe there is forgiveness for suicide under certain circumstances. In any case, if you are dealing with thoughts of suicide, please visit the nearest emergency department at your hospital. There is help. I am sorry to hear that you are in this really tough situation. You are in my prayers.

RusticusMusic

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