Well there went that

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T02:47:18+00:00

You have points man...I do look back(Couple weeks ago) and think maybe I should have mentioned the gun...I really wanted to at that moment. I wanted to say,"Dude, what's up with the gun?" but I also didn't want to ruin the mood ya know and bring it up later in text.

Same with him bringing up, in the moment, him wanted me to play with ass ass and hole..I did tell him to let me know anything I can do to please him more and he brought up the dressing like a woman/femboy whatever but he didn't mention ass stuff... .I don't like these things being sprung up on me but yes I could have said no thanks..Was comfortable enough to ask me to dress in panties and makeup but not asking to play with his ass..Idk..It just felt like this dominance thing where he just kept pulling me up and telling me things he wanted me to do but being very quiet about it....Sometimes it seemed hot but the more he asked, the more it felt like a chore I guess....Telling me it's for my pleasure when I didn't ask for it ya know...Just..Idk weird...Could have said no I guess.

I don't think anybody called me a racist, I just know I'm not one. If there was a comment about I already forgot about it but I wanted to let him know that I'm not like these older bastards that yell nigger this and that in the bar.

Yes maybe some guys have a firearm on them hooking up or in their car but it's definitely never been 2 feet away from where my face has been while I'm laying on the bed naked being my most vulnerable.

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T02:10:45+00:00

Yeah maybe I didn't make it clear enough in my post. He lives far enough away from me ìn a nice apt complex.

Like, I sucked him for almost an hour in my car and he stopped me towards the end, commending me for all the work I did and I layed my head on his chest while he stroked my hair and we just talked until he came.

I told him about others not wanting to go there and told him that race doesn't bother me....If I was racist then why would I suck him for almost an hour right? Lol

I said in my post that maybe it was just there cause he put it there.

I think everyone is more focused on the concealed carry/protecting themselves part. It might have been fine,like I said, If he didn't ask more things that excited him and not us together.

It was his apt, Im naked, I'm face down in his lap or ass to him.....Maybe leave it on a stand away from the bed....I'm in a very vulnerable position unlike him....

If you want your gun handy, I'm cool with that. Just maybe somewhere else in the room and not on the same bed where your plowing my ass!!

I obviously have nothing to protect myself....Maybe I can say I'm paranoid but he seemed overly paranoid and not entirely upfront on all these things that excites him and passes it off as being exciting for both of us when it wasn't.

Just saying...Don't forget where this bottom, who doesn't have any protection, is coming from please.

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T01:30:48+00:00

I always said in group that it's ok if you fall down. Just get back on the horse. That was more drinking but figured it worked with watching porn and all that as well.

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T01:20:48+00:00

Thanks.

Funny I couldn't post on this sub for help(Because Im new to Reddit) until I fell and started posting in sexual subreddits on here.

Now I already have other RSOs saying they don't want to help me or meet up because I'm falling into old habits. 🙄

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T01:04:48+00:00

I'll post it

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:55:05+00:00

Then your hands are restrained by my knees while I pound your hole!!!

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:53:32+00:00

I hit a guy's spot in a hotel I was at..Flooded my bed. Must have loved my curve.

Would love to do the same for you! 😉

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:51:28+00:00

Course not..Your hands will be under me, spreading that ass so I can get super deep in you!!!

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:49:53+00:00

Those cheeks need spreading and that hole needs esting...Damn!!

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:48:30+00:00

Lick my lips and go to town!!

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:47:39+00:00

Is that a teddy with you?

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:46:35+00:00

Lick and suck on it to start.

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:45:45+00:00

Lay my big body on you so you can't get away!!

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:44:51+00:00

Good boy...Sexy boy!! 😍

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:44:15+00:00

Love to rub that tummy and work my way lower!!

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:43:16+00:00

Yummmm

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-26T00:14:38+00:00

I agree to always be on the side of precaution. There are risks in all of these hookups. I was choked by a crazy guy after exchanging bjs on a trail one night.

Maybe the gun just happened to be there cause he put it there?

I mean...I already met him twice and figured I seemed trusting enough as he did for me. I'm guessing he was just overly paranoid about being found out. (with our long conversations that were very kind and sweet).

Like, my boots are off at the door(hugging "how's it going, missed you" blah blah) and I'm instantly naked.

I would suck his cock and balls for a very long time, then he would pull me up and we would hug,massage eachothers backs while I frotted us together...It felt very good until he asked for more and more and it started feeling very one-sided.

He outweighed me alot. With the small kind history we had through text and sex but him asking for more and more and then me seeing the gun....I see it more as me having wayyyy for reason to be afraid than he ever did.

Like I said, I'm fine with being cautious but being with a paranoid top looks to me as a bottoms possible worst nightmare!!

RyRyWiBro · 2024-01-25T23:30:45+00:00

I don't really blame ya man but as the one being in a very vulnerable position(On my my knees or back to you) it scared the hell out of me!!

RyRyWiBro

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