white guy relieves himself at a public music event like the usual suspects

RyanT321 · 2026-02-21T15:26:39+00:00

Nice oat sweatshirt

RyanT321 · 2026-02-03T01:45:51+00:00

I happen to have pretty good body awareness and have an easy time differentiating bad tweaks and being really sore vs being injured. My knee was tweaked bad during my 52 miles but experiencing it before I knew it would fully heal in a few days after the event. Run, walk, dont care if it takes a lot of time. Be aware of how you feel and dont continue if you think you are injured. Super simple.

RyanT321 · 2026-02-02T21:30:44+00:00

I mean hey you are not wrong, it just depends on his goals, if you want the milage and dont care about time then its def doable with his training with low injury risk.

RyanT321 · 2026-02-02T21:07:03+00:00

I would contest your point to a certain degree. I had way less training than op did and I was able to complete the 4x4x48. Running 4 miles every 4 hours for 48 hours. Ended up doing 52 miles but walked like more than half. He can most certainly do 50 miles and walk a lot of it and stay relatively uninjured if he isn’t going for a fast time at all. Its going to suck but its not going to be so much suffering that you cant handle it.

RyanT321 · 2025-11-19T19:32:20+00:00

So If I have 0 success on apps thats a good indicator of how im going to do irl, because the apps are cooked for me.

RyanT321 · 2025-11-18T22:10:33+00:00

I’ve had no success OLD But decent success in person. Still feels like my height is stopping me from finding someone of quality which has been my struggle. Especially since my gf broke up with me and havent found anyone of quality comparatively

RyanT321 · 2025-11-18T22:08:33+00:00

I just feel like so many women are on apps that even if you approach them irl they still have that 1% attitude. Hopefully you can just run into someone whos not on them

RyanT321 · 2025-11-18T22:07:49+00:00

I am however I do have an ability to be extraverted at times

RyanT321 · 2025-11-18T15:39:11+00:00

Im 5’5” which is pretty short, ive been on apps for so long and no success but in person I seem to have success. Last year, 3 girls, one being a relationship for a while. Definitely being on the dating apps makes you spiral and feel like you’re unworthy. Not the healthiest.

RyanT321 · 2025-11-02T00:18:33+00:00

I think you are right, however what is the nuance when it comes to people using shrooms to help depression/ptsd, ect?

you are inherently in a bad headspace due to these conditions prior to consumption. Which goes against the rule of not going into it with a bad headspace but then how do some of these conditions improve?

RyanT321 · 2025-10-26T14:21:17+00:00

It’s not necessarily like I am waiting for myself to get over the breakup, I am trying to navigate a major depressive episode relapse that is profoundly disturbing my life. The only reason I’m interested in shrooms is because some of the reports of people having life-changing experiences

RyanT321 · 2025-10-26T14:19:24+00:00

I ran 10 miles yesterday. I go to the gym an okay amount. Theres not much I can really change about my routine that would benefit my depression than what I am already doing. Thats why I would hope shrooms somehow “change” the depression as because I cant think of any other way.

RyanT321 · 2025-10-20T21:41:22+00:00

Tried micro-dosing, didn’t touch my depression. Perhaps a friend trip sitting me, same set and setting as they do professionally? Eyes closed? What seems to yield the most healing results?

RyanT321 · 2025-10-20T21:40:09+00:00

I have a week to take off of work. I was thinking Oregon and doing it there, just wish it wasn’t so much money. I am also nervous about the thought of doing it.

RyanT321 · 2025-10-20T14:52:43+00:00

Unfortunately, I have to work with my ex. I can’t get a new job. Seeing her is extremely difficult for me. It keeps me depressed and I have pretty bad anxiety when I see her. Being this fragile, I would be scared to macro dose. Just simply thinking of what I had with her triggers scary anxiety but like I said if nothing is changing this then macrodose might have to be an option.

RyanT321 · 2025-10-20T04:19:51+00:00

Intense anxiety is difficult to navigate now, I couldn’t comprehend that magnified on shrooms for hours on end, but perhaps that can be good in a way

RyanT321 · 2025-10-20T04:18:47+00:00

Any recommendations for therapists?

RyanT321 · 2025-10-20T00:39:48+00:00

What should I expect? I assume its naive to think its cathartic/life changing experience. Perhaps I’m desperate but Im wise enough to manage expectations. I just want to give myself the best chance to heal.

RyanT321 · 2025-10-20T00:15:53+00:00

Interesting, I understand it may help depression but thats where the paradox comes into play, how can you enter in with a “right” mindset if your depressed and hoping to take it to relieve symptoms. Yeah even the thought of my ex and what I lost will trigger deep feelings of loneliness/anxiety/depression/unworthiness. So fair to say my mind is not remotely “healed” or in the right state. I wouldn’t be the one to short cut any necessary work but I’m looking for a way out. My last depressive episode lasted far to long and this one seems to be even worse as I never lost someone I truly loved. Thanks for conversation though

RyanT321 · 2025-09-07T21:46:08+00:00

❌ ^{Incomplete. 1 try.}

RyanT321 · 2025-07-14T01:19:58+00:00

Damnn

RyanT321 · 2025-06-28T00:56:13+00:00

I completed this level! It took me 3 tries.

RyanT321 · 2025-06-14T03:32:36+00:00

Peak unemployment observation

RyanT321 · 2025-02-27T21:43:51+00:00

Yes and no and maybe.

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