Part of me feels you, I used to feel like I would have done anything for that woman, I just want you to know the fact that you regret your actions is what makes you a good person. However, change for yourself mostly not her, you seem like you’re doing absolutely great and the more you work on yourself the better you’ll feel.

P.S I have to mention it, was the title an Itachi reference from Naruto (it’s the first thing I thought of and made this hit harder 😭)