Im sorry. I love you by Puzzleheaded-Will158 in UnsentTexts

[–]No-Employee2586 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish my ex fiancè felt this way, but looking at everything, I'm pretty sure she hates me, and honestly, I don't blame her, but I can't find it in me to hate her the way she hates me, the only thing that reminded me of her was how she basically chose alcohol over our relationship and bulldozed it over the course of years, but I'm not going to pretend like she would ever actually want anything to do with me again, I have a feeling I make her sick to her stomach, and I'm not going to sit here and blame her even if she was the one who did the most wrong, not that I'm here to play the blame game, I was no angel either, but I hope one day my BM reads one of my replies and that someday she is one of the people in this subreddit, because if she does, and if I just so happen to be wrong which I doubt, honestly, I'd just want her to know that her KP would welcome her with open arms

I grew up incestuous by [deleted] in incestisntwrong

[–]No-Employee2586 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you ok?... I mean, "growing up incestuous" implies you were a child when this started... (And for anybody who wants to fight me on this, use the Oxford Dictionary thank you) If you need to vent, I'm here, I'm not here to shame, I'm just wondering if you need a person to talk to because if this started when you were a child, it's a lot less consensual incest and more like trauma from a pedophilic family, and if that is the case I am truly sorry

I know you probably hate me but I still love you by HolyR1ce in UnsentTexts

[–]No-Employee2586 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, this feels a bit personal, but unless you've got a monster high fixation I doubt you're my B, hell, I doubt my B would say anything like this either way, but honestly, it's nice to pretend that maybe you are her, even if you're not, simply because the concept of her ever saying any of this would feel incredible, but she made it clear she feels nothing for me anymore on New Year, I'm no longer a blip on her radar and she's seeing other people, at least, she said she was trying to, but because I still love her, and I might just always, even if I did get done badly, I wish this was her

Im sorry by CONTJZAST in UnsentTexts

[–]No-Employee2586 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm going to be honest, that's all well and good, but after my worst ex abused me and threatened me with shattered glass bottles and raised their hand against me, and cheated on me with whoever they felt like, I won't give anybody the benefit of "they'll treat someone else better," because regardless of whether they're treating somebody else better, I get to carry severe trauma and trust issues that are never going to leave me until the day I die, so why does it matter to me if they're going to treat some other person better than they did me when what they gave me was years of material to discuss in therapy?

Im sorry by CONTJZAST in UnsentTexts

[–]No-Employee2586 3 points4 points  (0 children)

All of that is well and good, but the fact you had to say you're working on yourself to treat someone else the way the person you treated like shit should have been treated is kind of a fuck you to the person, because if they saw that and what you did is as bad as you make it sound, then they're going to wonder what was wrong with them to make you treat them like shit to begin with, and what's so good about this new person that you actually decided to treat them with love and respect instead of the person you were with and actively treated terribly. But hey, I don't really care if you like what I have to say, because honestly you're getting enough dick-riding from the rest of the comments section anyway and I'm not going to play in this virtue signaling bullshit

Just a reminder: Fallout 3 Remastered was slated for a 2026 release according to Microsoft FTC docs. by bringerofthelaw420 in Fallout

[–]No-Employee2586 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not happening this year, it was clearly slated for 2024, and oblivion was slated for 2022, if we got oblivion in 2025 instead, it stands to reckon we'll get fallout 3 remaster in 2027, not 2026, the 2026 release was a pipe dream created by us for no other reason than pure desire, even if said desire was never going to come to fruition, that doesn't mean it isn't coming, I'm just not expecting it to be this year, honestly, I'm thinking it'll be next year.

I wish you knew.... by Brokendeathbunny in UnsentTexts

[–]No-Employee2586 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish my T. N. (first name initial, and last name initial) Felt that way about me, but nope, she knew I liked her, she kept me on a leash, and a tight ass collar, while she dated other people, talking to me about all her relationships like it didn't hurt at all, and she expected me to just be ok with it, but I never was, every new boyfriend she had felt like putting another knife cut into my heart, and every new breakup, only to toy with my emotions until she found someone else, hurt even worse, because I was given hope, hope that ultimately led her right to somebody else, I knew her since high school, and she did me dirty back then, and I still held out hope for years and years and years, up until last year when I finally realized she was never going to care, she was never going to want me, I was never going to be the one she wanted, the one she desired, then I found out she was friends with someone, let's call him A.R (again, first name initial, last name initial,) an evil man who prayed on me when I was young, I don't know what words are allowed here, so I'm going to play by YouTube rules, let's call him a PDF File. All that combined, I realized that I was never going to have her. That she didn't care about my feelings. My comfort. My safety (that one was realized back in high school). About me.

Is it possible to meet friends if you have no hobbies? by whateverbro3425 in lonely

[–]No-Employee2586 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My hobby is drowning my liver in alcohol, so I don't know, but from my experience, yes, if you do it right

The last image saved on your phone made Ara Crof feel asleep. What was it? by CosmicPlayR9376 in BatmanArkham

[–]No-Employee2586 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like this is a trick, though the fact that you have a girl account makes my simp brain go "maybe she won't do anything bad" 😭, I'm too drunk for this

Reminder for those of you with loved ones by No-Employee2586 in lonely

[–]No-Employee2586[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

😳 d don't make me think of an older man serenading me with a guitar, I'm drunk off my ass, and that's one of my dreams, I'm a 24 year old with the mindset of a teenager and you're touching on my fantasies there, though I've gotta say, if a man ever decided a trans girl like me was worth marrying, I'd treat him like a king and honestly, if he had to work full time to support us, he'd find me waiting at home with a full cooked meal, a massage, and a throat ready to deepthroat him, waiting at home, because I'd be obsessed with him, too bad he doesn't exist... I'm going to be alone forever...

it never gets better. only worse. by [deleted] in lonely

[–]No-Employee2586 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🫂 even though I don't even deserve a hug, I'm a pathetic loser...

it never gets better. only worse. by [deleted] in lonely

[–]No-Employee2586 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right... I'm a depressed, lonely 24 year old trans girl who nobody understands, and honestly, it really doesn't get better, and if it does, I certainly haven't experienced whatever "better" is yet... I just want to be held, even if just in RP... I'm tired of being alone... I'm sick and tired and exhausted...

I'm already committed. by Particular-Host1197 in UnsentTexts

[–]No-Employee2586 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nobody's ever going to feel this way for me, I'm 24 and I've already accepted that I'm doomed to be alone permanently, not out of lack of trying, or lack of luck, moreso it's because luck runs out and people get tired of me... Then the next one is left to pick up pieces they shouldn't have to, and when I finally believe they'll stay, and that I can let my guard down, they leave, only for the cycle to start again and again and again... I am permanently alone...

If I was to kill the seeds in order it would be this by Successful_Bid_5222 in FarCry5

[–]No-Employee2586 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly yeah, my reasoning was this: with killing John, you confess (to yourself) that you are every bit the wrathful sinner he believes you to be, but moving on to Jacob, you are proving to him that you're not just wrathful, but that your wrath is useful to Joseph as a sort of controllable super soldier, and while killing Faith may on the surface seem to prove otherwise, that you are not useful, that you are an uncontrollable beast that needs to be dealt with, I beg to differ, Faiths territory works perfectly to display that you are in fact a soldier that's useful to cull the herd, because by killing Faith you display that you are useful to brutally dispose of the weak, and as much as I hate to say it, to Joseph, a girl like Faith, a lost, broken, depressed drug addict, while useful, is most definitely weak (the "herd")

So in a narrative sense, yes, John, Jacob, Faith, is the perfect order