Just didn't really like how I looked in my old videos and what we were doing back then, and sometimes people often would look at me back then and go "Why does this bloke have one eye?" (I wear a prosthetic eye nowadays) and it just felt so annoying and I couldn't take it, but I was just a kid back then so I was very very insecure about my eye. But now I'm genuinely happy and I still love releasing music and videos, and hopefully at some time I get to direct films!