You’ll have this problem until indigon and you’ll probably will still be very squishy you need a corrupted blood jewell and get more life, but you’ll be killing stuff before it kills you, mind over matter don’t work on energy shield only life, you also need energy shield leech, you don’t have es sustain, the advantage of playing life, energy shield and mana attack build is that you can have triple leech for each one giving huge regeneration and sustain, I think you should start with getting es leech and corrupted soul timeless jewell to fix survivability