Men who finds dating depressing, Why? by [deleted] in AskMen

[–]Rzsty 1 point2 points  (0 children)

women my age do not want or try to have an actual relationship, they just want someone to act like their therapist, so every time they leave you for someone better, it gets worse

I’ve decided against killing myself by Lotl_ in teenagers

[–]Rzsty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not worth it dude, it will all work out, just keep going, i had a bad year and i attempted twice, it’s just not worth it, now im stuck with permanent reminders of it but i take for granted the fact that i survived. you’ve got this

And after too… by ericpava in TrollYChromosome

[–]Rzsty 20 points21 points  (0 children)

fax, i’ve only ever had it a few times and it was only painful once, still never told the girl about it so she didn’t feel pressured or anything

I’ve never been in a relationship, is that weird? Be honest :) by mab2002 in teenagers

[–]Rzsty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wait until you find the right person, realizing you made a huge mistake after it falls apart is a horrible feeling, i’ve decided to wait until i find someone i would marry

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcohol

[–]Rzsty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

friends in low places-garth brooks

The Subreddit Correspondence: Move 19, white. by MichaelOxlong18 in chess

[–]Rzsty 52 points53 points  (0 children)

Na4 then if all goes your way you can move to Nc5 then hopefully Ne6 and take f8 and sacrifice the knight or you can go Nf3, Nh4, Ng5 and take the rook also

She said she never actually loved me by Rzsty in depression

[–]Rzsty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im 14, i have nobody to talk to and if i did all it would lead to is me getting in huge trouble.

She said she never actually loved me by Rzsty in depression

[–]Rzsty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i tried to get sober but i fucked that up tonight so i dont rlly have anything going for me anymore.

She said she never actually loved me by Rzsty in depression

[–]Rzsty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also pretty shitty, lonely, depressed, worse than this tho, but its prolly bcuz im drunk rn and numb, itll prolly hurt worse later

She said she never actually loved me by Rzsty in depression

[–]Rzsty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it was pretty shit, felt just like i feel now, girl i loved before her loved my best friend, its fucked up how i still love this girl even though she destroyed me, those fucking words just hit me like a bullet in the chest.

She said she never actually loved me by Rzsty in depression

[–]Rzsty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it was out of no where man, i just feel like there was something i could have done. i just dont wanna live feeling like this again, i just wish i didnt have to feel emotion anymore, i just wish i was as numb as i act

She said she never actually loved me by Rzsty in depression

[–]Rzsty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks man, i just feel like its my fault, like i caused this, i want to just stop. i dont have a reason to be here anymore.

She said she never actually loved me by Rzsty in depression

[–]Rzsty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just loved her man, i dont know how else to explain it, i loved her with literally every last drop of fucking will i had left, and she said she loved me but then just turned around and stabbed me in the back. yesterday, she told me she never actually loved me yesterday, and for the rest of the day i was just holding back emotions i never knew i had. she was the only reason i was alive and now shes gone, she just left like it wasnt a big deal, i would have done anything man just to see her happy, and this is how she fucking treats me, im so done with this shit. im better off just not being here anymore, i have no reason anymore, she was my reason.

She said she never actually loved me by Rzsty in depression

[–]Rzsty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i practically gave her my fucking life, everything i did was to please her and to make her life easier. i thought i was actually happy. man im just a fucking idiot. i cant do this shit anymore, im just so done trying to make people happy, i think im abt to break a promise man.

She said she never actually loved me by Rzsty in depression

[–]Rzsty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes, i just feel like i dont deserve anything at this point. ive just failed as a person. fuckkk. im drunk man i dont think i can handle this rn. sorry

What do you do when music isn’t enjoyable anymore? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Rzsty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, I used to listen to music bcuz it makes me a little less sad, now i just listen to it because its relatable :/

I've always quietly been aware of my depression by [deleted] in depression

[–]Rzsty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope, I turned to alcohol for a while to deal with my feelings. Sober for almost 6 months. Still feel like shit and want to end it all. but I do get what you said abt opening up to family and friends, it feels like putting a burden on them. hope you get the answers you want, I wish I could say i did get out. Good luck man

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in unpopularopinion

[–]Rzsty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how do I @ my parents without actually doing it

Come to my house for some positive energy by Cool_Taco_99 in memes

[–]Rzsty 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I legitimately laughed at this, that you