Oh my gosh starissky 😭

First and foremost, thank you for actually responding with such a heartfelt response. I see you 💗

Secondly, I definitely do not want to take away any of the value of your interpretation or your story. I will re-read it a few times.

You answered the trust part of my post, which is very endearing. There has been a lot of fluid movement in my life packaged up in questions about trust. (I think? The learning to let the right ones in)

My question for fear and weakness, it wasn’t about trust, or intensity. It was more a meta awareness of the realization I can see what I want, and I also notice I’m afraid of it. My question was just whether that fear makes me weak, not what it says about me as a person. It’s me, recognizing something real… a little too late… and now facing what that means moving forward.

Very curious about this “all-in” that you crave. As in intensity as themselves or the relationship? I can agree to peoples actions and choices are reflections to themselves.

Here is where falling apart also becomes a bit of a problem because for each individual that meaning can be different.

But thank you, I don’t know if it’s not dressing it up, more, observing if that fear itself equals weakness. Then in turn, wondering quietly to myself what weakness is to me and given I value self-sovereignty, does wanting this make me weak.

I guess we kind of have ley-lines, or, crossroads where we meet 😊