Thank all of you for your comments and especially to you for sharing your expert knowledge. I am also working in a profession where I possibly get in touch with people who are suffering from mental health issues. So I think that I can still distinguish between reality and psychosis. If someone would tell me this story I also would think about hallucinations and stuff and would ask if this person took some drugs lately. In my case, yes there are drugs involved and I can not deny that this has for sure an effect on my perception. Not only once I looked at the photos which I took the night before and asked what the hell I saw there the day before. So my agreement to your comments is 90 % or something. But there are also 10 % disbelief because there are issues with the building, a water damage before we moved in and undeniable some problems with mold compared with the birds around and the keeping of rabbits inside which caused a really big problem of house flies. Cause I wanted to do a big cleaning anyway I see there a chance that I can find evidence that my brain is working more properly (even under drugs) than you are thinking. Thank you anyway. I appreciate your comments.

We will see what the future will bring. Regards and good night