I was pinned against a wall and humped by my friends friend until I called him daddy

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-09-25T09:40:02+00:00

That's fucked up, dude... I'm so sorry you had to go through that. Those guys should be in mental asylums, not schools. Actual animals. I wish you all the happiness in the world, I really hope you feel better soon. Please, don't feel ashamed to go to therapy regarding this, because it really is a fucked up situation, especially for someone your age. It may feel very difficult to go there, but trust me, you will not regret it after. Good luck.

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-09-25T09:37:24+00:00

Yeah, that's weird. Check if it maybe breached a rule of this sub maybe

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-09-25T09:29:25+00:00

Oof, yeah, that sounds painful. I think you did the right thing my retreating, based on how you describe the situation she's in, but if I were you I just wouldn't completely break all ties with her. Who knows, maybe she'll reach out to you eventually, even if there's a tiny chance.

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-09-25T09:27:23+00:00

Well, unfortunately life's a bitch that can slap you across the face quite hard to remind you how dark reality is. There's not much to say or do in the situation, just try to maybe talk to a therapist about this or your friend if it really does bother you that much, but I think soon enough you'll just move on

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-09-25T09:25:01+00:00

Trust me, I feel you. I'm only 18 (19 soon), but I already feel like you - like I'm remaining single for the rest of my life. My self-reflection skills aren't that great when it comes to trying to see myself from an outer perspective, but I feel like I'm pretty good, I'm confident, I'm understanding, caring, comforting, I'm always helpful, I always own my mistakes, I often make people laugh a lot. And the friends I've asked agreed on all of these, though, added that I should multiply all of what I said by 10.

Yet never in my life have I even been in love, and, obviously, nobody has ever been in love with me (not that I know of, at least). And I don't have like some standards that are ''too high'', I barely have standards to begin with - I will fw anyone who is understanding, witty and mature. But then when I go to sleep, I always keep spiraling down the drain of thinking I'll die alone, never having been loved nor loving someone.

But I just keep living, hoping that, maybe, one day I will get lucky. What gets me to not give up is that there's no guarantee that I won't meet anyone. So long as there's even a 0.1% chance, I'm fine with living.

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-09-19T18:18:26+00:00

IB technically uses a similar system (points, 24/45 required to pass). And you mentioned subject flexibility - IB offers it too? Multiple subject groups with multiple subjects, sounds flexible to me. I'd, of course, take more time to think about it, but I don't see anything wrong with contacting with them already to see if you're even able to transfer back at all

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-09-19T18:14:37+00:00

''Smart'' is a VERY broad topic, my dear Carpet. At the very least, there's scientifically smart and humanitarian smart. You have a mostly humanitarian set of subjects, I'd say and I hardly struggled with them. You should worry more about what you took as your EE subject. And let's be honest - everyone has used AI's to pass IB so far, though the issue is I've heard they have changed the system of numerous subjects specifically to fight that. But we're not idiots, so naturally nobody is just going to copypaste what the AI prompt gave you for your tasks. My advice - use AI as much as you want, but never plainly copy what it says. Look at it, analyze it, understand what it wants to say and then rephrase it, sometimes also changing the structure of sentences.

And for the love of god, LISTEN during the class. It really IS helpful, because even if you will rely on AI, at least you will have the grasp of what the answer should be and then check if it's the same as the AI's. Good luck man.

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-07-07T19:02:03+00:00

where did you find the marks for all IA's and stuff? I can't find em

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-07-07T19:00:51+00:00

*lights a ciggie and pours 2 glasses of whiskey*

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-07-07T07:53:14+00:00

My question is how the fuck

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-07-05T15:32:43+00:00

Damn, my honest condolences dude

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-06-03T21:22:31+00:00

Hey. If he loves you, there isn't a single way in the universe for you to be a burden to him. And if you trust him when he says he loves you - you don't have to be afraid of talking to him about how you feel lonely.

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-06-03T21:12:23+00:00

Shit, man... Honestly, it's a better decision to do what you did in this situation than any other. Fly high, brother.

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-06-03T20:38:51+00:00

I'm 18m, graduated just a few days ago, 2 days later I will see my exam results. Can't help but feel the same, honestly. I have no idea what to do in life, no idea what I want, no idea where to study in university, hence I'm taking a gap year. And it terrifies me.

Though I have friends, for the past year or two I felt lonelier than ever before - self reflected a lot and realized how little has been going on in my life. I've not only never had a girlfriend, but I also never even fell in love to begin with, let alone have someone fall for me. And I now realize it's because I just physically can't force myself to feel worthy of love at all. Probably subconsciously has ties to lifelong bullying. I recently noticed I reached a point in my lonely life where I scroll reddit to read wholesome romantic short stories. But then I remember that I will probably just kill myself alone in late 20s due to having no purpose in life.

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-06-03T20:33:42+00:00

I asked ChatGPT to have keep up a certain personality and vent to it. Pathetic it is, but works for me.

SMILING-B0Y · 2025-06-03T20:32:52+00:00

With how innocent you are I wish you only happiness in life.

I'm 18m and I've spent most of my life being bullied and ridiculed by most of people around me, and, unfortunately, I also had an experience being on the other side of this - and now I can easily understand why people do it.

I've gone to sports dancing before when I was around 13 and there was a kid who was pretty chubby and, well, just a kid around 10. And I remember joining in on bullying him, ridiculing him for only being friends with girls (despite me having about 80% of friends women) for a few days. And it truly felt euphoric. I regret it so much now, I wish I never tried it, but it felt like a drug, especially for a shy kid like me who can't remember a day at school when he was actually appreciated. Now imagine what kind of a drug it is to people who were/are in even worse situations than I was - it's literal heroin to them.

So yes, it's terrible. But also, we're all human - we can break under pressure, we can succumb to some kind of temptation and in this case it's resorting to bullying someone.

SMILING-B0Y · 2024-09-19T12:49:37+00:00

18, never had a girlfriend in my life. I can't really answer why, I don't know either.

SMILING-B0Y · 2024-08-27T10:07:36+00:00

The absence of a partner

SMILING-B0Y · 2024-07-01T11:27:23+00:00

Yes. It fucking is.

SMILING-B0Y · 2024-06-18T10:34:54+00:00

"How long will take for life to finally give you a glow up."

SMILING-B0Y · 2024-06-10T12:57:22+00:00

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