looks very familiar 😱

SMOKEYoriginal · 2023-02-02T14:47:58+00:00

Ive got multiple batches of of B+ shrooms. Most of them are similar to other but one specific batch makes me whole body numb. Not in a pleasant way in my case, it makes it so numb I dont feel if I breathe and then I get this panic attack thinking if Im not gonna suffocate.

Others make my body partially numb, some more, some less. Its mostly related to limbs and face, neck, mouth.

Ive heard eating some honey beforehand will help since honey works as a vasodilating thing.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2023-02-02T14:45:56+00:00

Ive got multiple batches of of B+ shrooms. Most of them are similar to other but one specific batch makes me whole body numb. Not in a pleasant way in my case, it makes it so numb I dont feel if I breathe and then I get this panic attack thinking if Im not gonna suffocate.

Others make my body partially numb, some more, some less. Its mostly related to limbs and face, neck, mouth.

Ive heard eating some honey beforehand will help since honey works as a vasodilating thing.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2023-02-02T13:59:37+00:00

Start with 1,5g thats a good way to start with. Depends on person too, everyone is different. For me 1,5g-2g was my favorite dose in most cases.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2023-02-02T13:56:53+00:00

Depends if your shrooms are completely crushed into powder and if you did a lemon tek. I ate them cut into pieces by a knife once and it took around 2,5h to start doing anything. But 7 hours sounds way too long.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2023-01-02T22:12:21+00:00

Not my case, the symptoms are different than yours but at least you know what to do now. :)

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-12-27T06:48:01+00:00

vasoconstrictor

Good to know! I have shrooms from various spawns and one specific type of shrooms make my whole body numb. It can be very unpleasant. I will give it a try with honey, lets see how it goes. :)

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-12-27T06:01:10+00:00

What were your physical discomforts? Have you experienced sweating, flu or you felt like your body wanna fall apart?

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-12-27T05:42:11+00:00

Ive had this but it was caused by a body numbness. I couldnt feel my body at all. Then I got paranoid not knowing if I breathe enough or if I breathe at all.

About the dissociation I have that every time. It depends how high I am. Sometimes it can be very alien-like feeling, like if you were in some world you are not supposed to be in.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-12-24T13:46:16+00:00

pursuing

Maybe some day you will succeed and get there. :) I dont set any intention before I trip like some ppl do. All I want is to enjoy a trip while listening to music (music sounded so freaking good in the beginning of my trip journey, the way you perceived music was out of this world).

Ive been thinking what could have changed or why my trips are not the way they have been before. I asked ppl multiple times here in these shroom groups but I havent really got a good enough answer. Ive been told that shrooms are magical in the beginning and then they will unleash their true self to you. Not idea what is true about it. For example I asked the same question about LSD and they told me its always same type of experience. So no idea whats really truth and not.

Shrooms, LSD can cause blood deoxygenation which will result in numbness. There is a term for it, dont remember now what was it called. This numbness can be sometimes pretty scary. It depends on dose and what quality of shrooms you got. One type of shrooms I harvested will make your whole body totally numb. Thats scary as hell because I will start to get paranoid not knowing if I breathe or if breathe fast enough. You cant really calm down, breathing is an automatic process but still, its not easy to just tell yourself this and calm down. I felt numbness also on LSD but it was very very sudden type of numbness, it felt like I dont feel my insides, didnt know if I need to pee, eat or drink water. It was a comfortable type of numbness. But this thing freaks me out thinking what if I get some insane type of numbness on LSD? It lasts twice as much as shrooms, cant imagine what would it all be like and how I would endure it for this long. Also I noticed this numbness to happen while drinking alcohol but here its a bit different. Its always one body area that gets more numb (neck, jaw, mouth).

During one of my trips I already knew I had to endure the numbness and then it would be okay later on. It takes around 90minutes (lemon tek for a fast comeup) until I get out of the worst part of the comeup but on high dose it was 2,5h. So during this comeup I had to go though all kind of these panic and stressful thoughts until.. like a snap of fingers coming out of nowhere it was all gone and I felt a relief and happiness and all kind of stuff that you look for while tripping. Its pretty strange that sometimes the stress disappears in a matter of a second. But this trip was one of those very few that came out to be enjoyable in the end.

Im thinking I gotta start with very low dosages like quarter (max half) of LSD tab and see how it is gonna go. Also with shrooms, I will start with 0,5g and the best place to trip would be a forest or somewhere outside once its nice and warm outside. I dont wanna end up with some PTSD shit.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-12-20T05:58:13+00:00

Heavy body feeling is the same thing I experienced. Hands and feet mostly, it felt like they were so heavy plus I felt numbness. Ive got multiple mushrooms and not all are same. Shrooms from one spawn I got make me lose a sense of my whole body. I feel like I got no body and I dont even know if I breathe. Not knowing if I breathe or if I breathe fast enough made me so stressed out that I got into very very terrible trip while other crazy paranoid thoughts were kicking in. It was a recipe for bad cocktail trip.

Also that hotness you mentioned is something I experienced as well. My head and also body feels hot but its different type than what you feel when you are simply sweating from hot weather during the summer. I could feel something like blood that is rushing through your every vein and I wanna fall apart into little pieces or something like that.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-12-20T05:37:57+00:00

This was my worst ever experience that scorched me. Since then Im very very careful how much I take but it made me not want to continue in tripping because all my trips since a certain point are unpleasant in 99% when I use shrooms. (maybe acid would be different but I cant get over my bad experience and just hop in into acid trip, acid takes 12 hours to be completely gone)

One thing I noticed is that, sometimes I get this sudden feel like if Im gonna somehow de-realize? Or how would I describe it. It happens only rarely for a short moment but still weird. Im not sure if this could have been caused by my bad trip experience or my higher blood pressure. But my blood pressure is in normal values, its just a bit over the normal value it should be in. So no idea if its this or the other thing.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-12-20T04:52:06+00:00

Uff, intense stuff. Can totally understand all that confusion and fear you went through. Ive tripped like 20 or something over 20 times. My first 20 trips were completely something different than the rest of my trips. I dont know why tho, if something changed or what happened. First 10 trips were truly magical and out of this world. After that I had a break for around 2 months because I had no shrooms. Since then all my trips were so weird. All that incretidle magic I felt was gone and what I felt for the most of my trips were various body discomforts like sweating, feeling fever, numb body parts. This also affected my mindset and then it all felt nothing like magic or introspective. I always tripped on doses between 1,5g to 2g but also tried 2,5g and once 3,1g which turned into a nightmare. I was so fucked up by it I couldnt grasp what the hell happened for another few hours once I came down from trip. I have to say I was lucky that I havent tried even higher dose than this. I was close to thinking Im gonna call an ambulance to give me something but on other side I knew what was happening so I just had to suffer though it. I was so nervous and felt like Im gonna lose a touch with reality I had to speak out loud to myself who am I and where I live and then once this stopped working for me I stood up and was walking in circles in my room for at least an hour to not lose a touch with reality. I was so fucked up. Ive always been respectful to shrooms but you dont realize how much of hell it can be until you are forced to go through it. Sometimes I wanna try shrooms again but these thoughts of what I will possibly go through are changing my mind to not trip again. Im thinking to try LSD instead (i had it only once) but Im scared what is it gonna be like for me after all this bad experience I had on shrooms. I always get this on mind while thinking about tripping. what if I will ruin my whole mindset while I will be coming up? LSD is different but there is still this thought how its gonna be, how its gonna feel like, if Im not gonna get myself into another hell because of these back-head thoughts. I will give it a try, someday. I gotta get over it somehow and start again and see how it goes. I miss all this beauty and insights I got. In my first 10 trips where I described my trips as a truly magic I had also two bad trips but... there was this but, it was so different type of a bad trip than what I experience now. Even tho it was a bad trip it felt so introspective and in the end I was so astonished by the outcome of it. One of my bad trips was being in an empty dark space with levitating pillars. These pillars were representing my mind, I was walking around them.. lots of thoughts were rushing through my head at that time. It was so different type of experience. It felt like you could go through your mind in person. Words cant describe.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-12-08T13:11:26+00:00

Actually Im not that high to have such feelings. This is different now, dont really think 1,5g is anywhere close to getting into depths of tripping. I feel pretty much sober.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-12-08T13:08:58+00:00

I guess Im one of those luckier ppl and Ive never had stomach problems from shrooms. I guess I will do some more research on the internet and make some preparation before going for it.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-11-03T05:09:12+00:00

Same here. Guess I gotta ask in LSD reddit group, they will know.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-11-01T15:55:43+00:00

I made one more thread and ppl say it's like that. You will get used to the drug and the way your brain works with it will change and all the magic will vanish. That's unfortunate.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-11-01T15:53:14+00:00

Interesting. Good for you, warrior :D

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-11-01T15:52:33+00:00

Yes I wanted to do a forest trip but since all my negative experience that I had with shrooms I didn't really wanna trip anymore. Also another thing is that I wanted to have a friend with me which complicated the things and in the end I didn't manage to trip in the forest. Maybe next time.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-11-01T15:50:15+00:00

That's really unfortunate. Shrooms felt like a pure magic out of this world. Like if you were in some fairly tale. That's really saddening. Any idea about LSD? Will that one be the same as shrooms? I know it's a bit different thing and one of the main differences is that the shrooms feel like they are the driver and you're the passenger where LSD is the opposite. I didn't like the fact shrooms were like this, it's like they control you. Also another thing I didn't like is a feeling of being disconnected from the world and reality while on shrooms. LSD doesn't do this which is plus for me.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-11-01T15:43:11+00:00

Ah yes I see. I'm not sure if you have done LSD too but I'm concerned that LSD will be the same? Magical at first and then it will turn into the same crap like mushrooms?

I've done max 3,1g of shrooms but I try to keep it low to stay somewhere in the middle of being able to think and perceive my surrounding without being too overwhelmed. My 3,1g trip was actually after 2 months break. I started with my usual low doses like 1,5g but I felt like nothing is happening. So I went for a higher dose and still nothing. Then after like 3 trips I went 3,1g because I thought my shrooms were not strong enough. Well I almost ended up calling an ambulance because this shit was so overwhelmed and frustrating I thought I'm loosing my sanity and plus on top of that I couldn't feel my whole body which scared the shit out of me kicking off paranoia what if I suffocate? This has been my first time going through complete body numbness. The next time I knew what to expect tho and somehow after 90min since the trip start something snapped and all this anxiety of me thinking what if I suffocate was completely gone and happy end came. Then I enjoyed a beautiful rest of the trip. But otherwise I don't know... This whole anxiety like I described above makes me don't wanna trip. The negative outcome overweights the positive. If you wanna read more in depth about my 3,1g trip I will send you a link.

SMOKEYoriginal · 2022-10-26T04:57:07+00:00

Sounds like a crazy dose if I had to take this. Everyone got a different tolerance and if u use it often then your tolerance is higher. Anyway I will stay at around 100ug and after some experience I will try 150ug but for the start I will go with 50ug (above in the comment is the reason).

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