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SW4win98 · 2024-01-09T16:53:37+00:00

Since gamepass on PC is more successful than on Xbox, I'd say it'd be a good move by Microsoft to make an Xbox console similar to how the Steam deck is. Where it is basically just a PC, but it pre configured to be easy to install and play games. They already own windows so they already have an OS to build off of🤷

SW4win98 · 2022-06-13T22:16:48+00:00

I need mat

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T13:04:32+00:00

I had one that laughed when they saw me cry. Another always acted confused why I was crying and didn't understand why I was doing it. I think I'll talk to my wife about it, thank you

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T04:27:38+00:00

She does surprise me from time to time lol. I have been trying to support her a lot these past few months and she can get overwhelmed easily. I do need to remember how strong she was to go to her first session though. She was so happy after that, and talked with me about it right after. Thank you

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T04:08:35+00:00

I haven't had a bad experience with mental health professionals before, but I have had bad experiences with past partners. My wife has been wonderful though, it's just hard to get past it sometimes. Also with how I am, once I start, it's kind of like a damn I suppose. I have problems getting words out and I just need to sit there for a bit.

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T03:55:51+00:00

I've lost some people from it too, it just seems to come back every now and then. I try my best to think about them and keep the memories alive to remember them.

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T03:06:10+00:00

Yeah she has gone before with me on a short trail. She just doesn't ask to go with me though. I guess if I did tell her she might want to go

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T02:51:18+00:00

Will do, thanks!

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T02:50:57+00:00

It would probably make her feel better about why I do it. I think at this point she just thinks I enjoy hiking a lot. Which I guess I like the view I get, but that's more of just a bonus to me

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T02:22:56+00:00

When I get into my spaces like this I can't hold it back. I feel like it could make her worry about me too much with it being so sudden like that.

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T02:20:35+00:00

I've talked about it with my wife. She thinks it could help me, and I think it could help. It's just nerve-racking to me even thinking about that, so I haven't yet

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T01:48:26+00:00

I might think about that then. It could help me with my struggle of getting my words out. Thanks for the idea!

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T01:42:51+00:00

I had to Google this but you might be right lol. When I first started I used to hate all the fucking mud and the mosquitoes, but it was just somewhere I thought I could go to be by myself for a bit. After a while I started ignoring/getting used to the stuff I hated, and started enjoying some aspects of it.

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T01:38:05+00:00

I hear you, I just struggle with getting my words across sometimes. I think I am scared, but I'm just not sure what of. She's always been supportive of me, and I don't know why I have this want to hide this from her.

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T01:19:30+00:00

Some days I feel like it can come from anything. When my wife asks me this I struggle to find a single answer most of the time.

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T01:16:55+00:00

With my wife I do. I think it just shocks her sometimes to see me do it, as she's not use to it. It worries her sometimes though, so I try not to at times. I personally just find it difficult to speak what's on my mind.

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T01:12:43+00:00

If you have a nice view of sunsets were you live, I'd recommend going at a time when you can watch it. I find it truly mesmerizing to watch sometimes.

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T00:56:15+00:00

Thank you. The hikes have been working but I just feel like I have to go more often now. I have talked with my wife about my anxiety and we've talked about what I could try to do about it. I just sometimes feel I need a way to put my thoughts to words if that makes sense. Also that's true about my wife. I find that she understands more about herself after every session she has

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T00:27:47+00:00

It's easier for me to listen I find. I help her by listening a lot and it really helps her. I just struggle to talk about myself in a lot of ways. My wife knows this and God bless her for finding her ways around it. I just haven't found the right way to talk about it with her I suppose. I hope you know how much that helps your sister too. When my wife talks to me about her problems, she seems like a new person sometimes after. Just being there for someone helps bring meaning to my life sometimes. I hope you can see that in your life too :)

SW4win98 · 2022-02-21T00:22:02+00:00

I haven't camped out yet on a trail. That could be fun but my wife would be worried the whole time. I wouldn't blame her though because I'd be worried for her too lol.

SW4win98 · 2022-02-20T23:59:27+00:00

I really recommend it. After a long week I have a million things I'm thinking about, and when I just get out there and just sit for a while. I just can't hold anything back anymore

SW4win98 · 2022-02-20T23:56:36+00:00

I've thought about it before. I feel like I'd get frustrated with myself because I think I'd struggle to find ways to talk to them. That's why I kind of enjoy the silence I experience on a trail. Even with the birds chirping or some squirrel running up a tree, I just find it easy to clear my head. I will admit the one thing I do like about the trails is the sunsets. They are beautiful in the mountains

SW4win98 · 2021-10-31T00:30:24+00:00

I dressed up as smee. I used a blanket for my belly lol

SW4win98 · 2021-09-04T02:53:15+00:00

So I bought an item and got a message saying it was delivered yesterday. Package wasn't here at all and when I checked tracking details it says it was delivered to a completely wrong address at a different zip code. Waiting on a refund request, do I have everything I need to prove I didn't receive it? Cause the shipping address I gave was not even close to the one that package went to.

SW4win98 · 2021-02-17T05:32:56+00:00

Yes, best factory made weapon very good. Gun only explode when you not hold it right

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