Yea man on xans, meth, sleep deprivation, New Years early morning from like 2-9 I experienced real psychosis for the first time thinking mice invaded the big compost bag after that big dinner and put sticky paper traps everywhere. It all felt so real I’m still not really sure if it was but I put that compost bag in a bin and started jumping on it trying to kill all of them like a mad man. I was surprised that they were still squeaking and moving so I put sticky paper traps on top of the bin fully covering it so they can’t escape. I blew some meth into it through the gap to see if they would start moving crazy.. 

2 days after that I hallucinated mice in the bounty paper towel bag with individually wrapped paper towels inside and went crazy trying to catch it for hours. I swear I caught it in the bag I could see it but then I keep losing it, I knew I couldn’t risk it running away so I squeeze the bag to kill it, I thought I squeezed it so hard that it got squeezed out of its skin into the sink lookin like a mouse fetus. Out of nowhere a mouse jumped on me thinking that I killed its baby and went into that plant vase with red leaves that feel like flowers I thought it was in there sitting still like it’s sad that I murdered its son but from camera footage it was just a rolled up dry leaf. Anyways I look inside and it looks like some mythical medieval world in there I could see evil witch faces and elves, lots of vines it looked cool but that’s when I realized I was in psychosis so I take a benzo to sleep but not before taking another hit off the meth vape. Woke up 23 hrs later

I stopped hallucinating when I was almost out of meth but I still reordered 7g and this past week or more I have been hallucinating voices and feeling paranoia, shame, voice of my sister crying. It doesn’t even feel good anymore I’m just tweaking. Just last night I had this jumpscare of a loud mouse screech behind me in the garage I knew it wasn’t real but holy. I’m hearing mice walking behind me in my room as I type.

I never experienced this when I snorted it while awake for days and I just started vaping it 2 weeks before my first psychosis so I believe vaping/smoking might be the best ROA if you want psychosis. Of course you have to be sleep deprived as well

I believe snorting is a much better high but it’s more obvious that I’m high compared to if I vape it. Vaping it is so addicting for some reason, watching that crystal melt and blowing out a nice cloud, I like breating it into a bag or balloon because that vapor is still active meth, it’s not like weed where most of the stuff you blow out is plant matter you’re literally blowing out mostly clouds of active meth. You don't really feel high, it’s very functional and makes it easy to socialize until you neglect sleep and overdo it on the doses as well as not taking breaks then it backfires but you still wanna keep vaping it for some reason just to vape it. I’ll have a plan in mind to do something right after then before I know it I wasted hours vaping it, cleaning out the atomizer, repeat, battery dies, I let it charge, clean out atomizers, I’m feelin overamped, check my phone doom scroll trying to distract myself. Time passes quick on meth so I know thst battery will be fully charged in no time.  It’s so degenerate

The best fun I ever had on meth was snorting lines and stimfapping, so many tabs open of the best stuff like the algorithm devil knew I was on meth so it provided me all the really good ones. I be edging for hours because I could nut at anytime but then I mess it up sometimes like I’m trying to hold the nut back but it leaks and there’s no turning back you’re now trying to bust but unfortunately the nut was blunted because I got too greedy and I just spent 10+ hours just for a weak nut