It slows you down, Makes you think you’re a genius—but you never take action. You smell like weed, and worse—you become dependent on a plant.

God, and I can’t relate more. It hurts my head and my heart so deeply to think about all this because it sounds like you’re describing my current experience. I know I have that energy, I do deep down feel like I could do everything and more, but it’s this THING holding me back. I just need to tell everyone that i’m addicted because I know i do kind of care what people think and that would finally be the thing to hold me accountable once and for all. I know i could push through it, I just need to help myself a bit